reaL_deviL

2005-11-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

Some time ago, at the Seattle olympics, nine athletics, all mentally or physically challenged, were standing on the start line for the 100m race.

The gun fired and the race began. Not everyone was running but everyone wanted to participate and win.

They ran in threes, a boy tripped and fell, did a few somersaults and started crying.

The other eight heard him.

They slowed down and looked behind them.

They stopped and came back... All of them...

A girl with Down's Syndrome sat down next to him, higged him and asked, "Feeling better now?"

Then, all nine walked shoulder to shoulder to the finish line.

The whole crowd stood up and applauded. And the applause lasted a very long time...

2005-11-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

I'm bLoggiN... agaiN! Wat does dat sigNify??? I aM totaLLy boRed n had absoLuteLy nth to do... Haha-_-"' Haiz... Idiot JiawEn... aLL uR fauLt... stupid moutH... HuMph... Haha.. KiddiN=) I'm supeR dupEr dEad LaH... How to do my Log bk Likdat??? Haiz... CaNt even cRap LoR... Idiot BabooSeNg=(
SpeNt e wHoLe moRnin LookiN thRu bLogskiN... tiMe 2 cHaNge Le... but caNt fiNd aNytiN nicE, oR ratheR, aNytiN I Like... Haha;p I'm nt picky oR choosEy k... eRmmz... maybE a LittLe la... but is veRy tiNy littLe bit... MuaHahaha;p
TimEtabLe is Out~ Got into e samE cLass wif LeeKiM n RuiFaNg... T05... Happy... veRy... HeEz...=) nth caN dampEn my mood 2daE... nt eveN boRedom... Yea!!! I'm cRazy...

2005-11-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

I'm at WoRk... but I'm bLoggiN... WaHahaha-_-"' duN tiNk it wiLL affect my SIP resuLt mucH coz deRe onLy a 'Pass' oR a 'FaiL' but I'm stiLL goiN to do tis secRetLy... MuaHahaha;p
WaNted 2 bLog Last Fri de... wiLL bE exactLy 5 mths siNce I last bLogged but... HeEz:)

HappiE BiRthdaE to mE... ytd!!! Haha:) I'm 21 lo... aRe officiaLLy LegaLLed (is deRe sucH a woRd? Haha;p) 2 watcH R(A) now... caNt wait... oops... WaHahaha;p
WeNt out wif JoycE aNd aRt ytd moRning... supposEd 2 mit at 9am 4 bReakfast dE... but JoycE stiLL sLpin wHeN aRt caLLed heR... as usuaL... Haiz... Haha... mit aRt at 930am instEad... tok bout daRreN n woRk wHiLe waitiN 4 JoycE... havEn had sucH a LoNg tok wif heR siNcE dunNo wHen Le... nicE... Haha:) JoycE reacHed aRd 11am... weNt PaRiss... $103 foR 3 aNd e food sux big timE... aRgH!!! :( e cRab, cRayfisH n pRawN r seRvEd oN icE... wHo eveR heaRd of coLd cRab? coLd cRayfisH? coLd pRawNs? eeewk... JoycE tRiEd abit of e cRayfisH n itz smeLLed bad... yuckz!!! deN itz chocz FoNduE is wif chErry tomatoEs, gRapEs n maRshmaLLow... wHeRe is my stRawbErriEs??? HuMph... eveN itz fRuits oso weiRd wEiRd dE... e guava bitteR bitteR de... -_-"' Haiz... wastEd e moNey... but itz paid by deM... so itz okiE... MuaHahaha>_< diN havE aNywHeRe to go afteR e deLiciousLess LuNcH... hm deN... tpn is stiLL as boRed as eveR... Haiz... Haha;p
Mit LeE KiM aRd 3pm++... took tRaiN to towN... had heR lunch n my afteRnooN tea at FrieNds in Cine... Haha... Luv e pLace n food... e cHeese sticks n spicy dRumLets is supeRb maN... dRooLin... Haha... is so mucH diff froM PaRiss caN... botH e tastE n pRicE lo... Haha;p itz cHuNky fries is nice too but too fuLL le... so diN eNjoy it dat mucH... Haha:) JiaweN, HuizHu, LiLiNg n Ivy came... n dat stupid hz go n put saLt on e aLrEady saLtisH fries... waN mE 2 diE aR... bLack heaRted geR... but I LikE... Haha;p Had diNneR at nydc... wif RuifaNg, zHeNzHu n OuyaNg too... mE n lk weRe too fuLL to have e main so oRdeRed e desseRt instEad... gRoovy GoLdmiNe n BoniE cakE I tiNk... Haha... but OuyaNg caNceLled ouR oRders... tiNk I duNno... HuMph... I'm smaRt k... MuaHahaha;p dEy waNted 2 givE mE a suRprisE but... Hahahaha... *eviL LaugHteR* haha;p aNyway, I appreciated it... HeEz... e cake is nice wHen waRmEd... sum moRe I had mine wif chocz cHip ice-cReam... HeEz:) ta 4 gLasses of ice wateR... aLL jw fauLt... idiot babooseNg... but sHe had to ta 3 wif mE + a cake + a pasta - destiNy's cHiLd... so sHe is in a worse state thaN mE... WaHahaha...;p Had nth 2 do afteR dinneR agaiN... so hm sweet hm... siaNed... Haiz... speNt e last min of my bdaE sLpin... Haiz...

ReacHed officE aRd 840am tis moRnin... lk fauLt... Haha... but itz okiE... deRe is nth foR mE 2 do 2daE agaiN!!! aRgH!!! oR eLse I woNt bE bLoggin rite... Haiz... juz pRiNt soMe stuffs... look 4 somE fiLes... ameNd some docs... deN nth Le... nth... siaNz... boRed 2 e coRe caN... n dat idiot lk is still out doin internaL audit... wHen will u be back ger??? Haiz...
VeRon n Ben treat mE to LuncH 2daE... 4 my bdaE as well as faRewell... both of dem is leavin Nexia... b4 mE... haiz... Veron to KPMG n Ben to... eH... 4got itz name le... HeEz;p Wanted 2 go PastamaNia de... but weNt Dining @ SakaE instEad... dey got tis papeR steaMboat n stoNe Hotpot... inteRestiN huh... n nicEy~ Haha... deRe is lotz of variety... veRy diff fRom SakaE SusHi even thou dey had e samE namE... Haha=) CostEd deM $49.90... ThaNkiE thnx... n dun be jeaLous lk... Haha;p
Veron left at 4pm juz now for some injectioN n is on leave on Fri... can foresee my Fri man... sLack n sLack... rot n rot... haiz=( n lk wont be in e office... again~ Haiz...

2005-05-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

WoRk SiteL 2daE... 9am-2pm... LeaRnt Mac... tappEd caLLs... aNs caLLs... eRm... quitE fun baH... e feeLin is veRy diff froM TigeR but dat may bE becoz I'm not oN my owN... Haha;p but deRe a hell lots of tiNgs 2 rmb... I'm havin STM de k... MuaHahaha>_<

Mit RuifaNg 4 luNcH... Had Mac... FiLet-O-FisH meaL... had a sudd cRavin 4 it... but cant bLamE mE... beeN listeNin 2 Mac oRdeRs 4 3-4hrs maH... Haha;p aNyway, itz been sumtimEs siNcE I last ate Mac le... LiLiNg~ r u jeaLous??? WaHahaha=D
WaLk aRd... pLanNin 2 buy aLot of stuff de but caNt fiNd... Haiz... siaNed man...:( eH geR... uR weddin gift is seLectEd Le hoR... MuaHahaha;p weNt CoffeE BeaNs... had ChicaRgo CheEsecakE wHiLe RuiFaNg had sumtin TripLe deckeR de... nicEy~ HeEz:) satisfy my cRavin again... WaHahaha;p
Took 38 n hm sweet hm...

No woRk tmLz!!! yEaH!!!:)

2005-05-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

HappiE beLatEd BdaE JoycE!!! thou I'm late in my bLog, but I'm nt late in my sms ritE... MuaHahaha:)
HappiE BdaE Swee Choo!!! eRmz... cant rmb how oLd u R Le... but cfm oLdeR thaN mE... aHahaha;p rmb u owe mE puncHes k... Haha:)

'MajoR' happenins:
1) gt into e samE cLass wif dem
- I beLieve... Haha:) zi yao xiang xing, qi dai jiu hui chen zhen... HappiE LikE mad man... I'm nt aLonE anymoRe... WaHahaha:D

2) cut my haiR
- weNt CLeaR Cut wif LeeKim... speNt $36... ex man... n e peRson speNt supeR LoNg timE 2 cut my haiR LoR... sHe is still cuttin wHeN LeeKim had heR haiR wasHed n still cuttin wHen LeeKim is doNe Le... wat e-_-"'... woRst... sHe kept dRoppin sth... Wa Liao:( Haha... but e shampoo dey usEd smeLLed supeR dupeR nice... peppermiNt de... HeEz:)

3) sch staRted
- eH... had 2 lec liao... FundameNtaL of TaxatioN ytd n AdvaNce AccouNting 2daE... eRm... dunno how 2 descRibE but tiNk e AA tEacHeR actuaLLy made tiNgs woRst... LiLiNg~ am I ritE??? MuaHahaha;p

4) weNt SPCA
- mit Joyce... took a cab dwn from Paya Lebar MRT... $4.70... e dogs r supeR cutE can... n supeR ke Lian...:( dEy R so skinny... n dEy look so sad n lifeless... sHit e ppLe wHo abandon dem man... idiot babooseNg LeH... deRe weRe moRe thaN 15 dogs... eH... tink so LaH... Haha... n quite a no. of cats n rabbits... kiNd of takeN in 2 a x-breed n a TerrieR named Eddie... He's 8 yrs oLd le but his eyes is brigHt... veRy brigHt... I waN 2 adopt!!! Haha:)
deN deRe is tis woman wHo lost heR dog n camE dwn 2 SPCA coz it was thot dat heR dog weRe fouNd... but itz nt e same dog... haiz... supeR Luv e dog k... itz a Silky TerrieR... gReyisH bRowN... itz was shiveRin at fiRst n e woman said itz becoz he is tramautised... but he staRt 2 caLm dwn wHeN we pat him... luv him man... we will be back... Haha:)

Hate woRkin!!! No LifE man... haiz... boRed 2 e coRe... siaNz... n tmLz hafta woRk agaiN... aRgH!!! 3pm-6pm... but at Least itz onLy 3 pathetic hRs... I WILL survive... Haha;p

2005-05-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

WatcHed CoacH CaRteR ytd... supeR nicE sHow... Itz subeRb k... beeN waNtin 2 watcH tis sHow siNcE dunno wHen le... fiNally maN... Haha:) well... e team may havE lost e big matcH, but dey woN sth dat winneRs will nvR expeRieNce... n I 4got wat is e 'sth' le... MuaHahaha-_-"' but itz nice nice NICE!!! Haha=D House of Wax is up nxt on my waitin list... Ha... LiLiNg~ Waitin 4 u... HeEz;p

WoRk 2daE... siaNz... kiNda tiRed of it le... been draggin myself out of bed... I wanna sLack... Haha... RuiFaNg n I tRied hackin e TP website 2 see if we r abLe 2 retrieve e timetabLe... but we faiLed... n e main prob is... we dunno how 2 hack... MuaHahaha-_-+ wHen will we noe our timetabLe??? haiz... aNyway... We will all bE in e samE cLass de... coz I beLieve... Haha...
A guy called in 2daE 2 cHange e tRaveL datEs... his a/c still gt a bal of $80 outstaNdin n deRe is a note froM SaRah statin dat hE havE called previousLy n aRguE bout e $30 cHaRge pLacEd on any cHanges... siNce SaRah is in meetin, n we dunno how 2 handLe tis guy n wat 2 do with e $80 bal... we lied 2 him dat ouR system is dwn n hE havE 2 call back again... aN idEa by RuiFaNg... Haha... n noe wat... I kena him again e 2nd time wHen hE called back... aLamak... how 'lucky' can I be man... idiot babooseNg leh... anyway... ask SaRah bout e $80 n sHe say itz nth de, it will be offset automatically... well... did e sum n tell e guy he have 2 pay $170 per pax for his cHaNges... suRprisinLy, he din aRguE mucH... tiNk he aRguE too mucH wif e otheRs le n noe dat he cant win... aHahaha... but he still compLain/thReaten dat his wifE is a fLigHt attendant of Quantas n sHe couLd tell e passengeRs nt 2 traveL wif TigeR... wat e... by all means man... he's in e wroNg wat... if hE wan 2 spRead aRd how irritatin he is... deRe nth we can do rite... WaHahaha-_-"'
oH ya... n deRe is tis lady wHo keep askin mE 2 heLp heR... sHe gt tis price of $160+ ytd for a 2-way tix incLudin taxEs, but sHe din make e bookin n now e price increase 2 $220+ le... keep askin mE 2 heLp heR book e $160+ de... how I heLp sia??? Haiz...

Tkd tmlz... actually been lookin 4waRd 2 it... haha... but I din go ytd... MuaHahaha-_-"' wantEd 2 go de... but... HeEz;p

Tings 2 do/wan 2 do:
1) nite safari!!! since yr1 sem? le...
2) sentosa
3) swimmin
4) cyclin
5) canoein
6) bladin
7) hse of wax
8) cut hair...
eRmz... gt exactLy 12 days b4 scH reopeN... but...

2005-05-08T11:53:00.000+08:00

HappiE MotheRs' DaE, mama!!! MuaHahaha;p thou u aLways nag, but u r still e best... coz u r my onLy mom... wat cHoicE do I havE ritE??? aHahaha:)

At siteL agaiN... samE stoRy... no calls... I'm boRed... so bLog... MuaHahaha;p Itz rainin... a nice weatheR 2 sLeep in... y do I havE 2 woRk??? haiz... Ha~ Rain big big... ppLe slp slp... we no calls... does it eRmmm... eh wat e spellin of e woRd I wan 2 use??? WaHahaha-_-'''

WeNt 2 anotHeR deNtist oN fri... MicHeaL KoH... e resuLt is still e samE... nid Root CanaL TreatmeNt 2 savE my tooth... haiz... tink really hafta pLuck it out le...:( ppLe... if u all saw e hoLe... dun LaugH at mE k... aHahaha^_^ havE an appt madE 4 nxt fri... fri e 13... die man... Ha~ but at least he is mucH mucH betteR den e MargaRet Tan... HeEz... HopE my opinion doesnt cHange... Haha...*_*

WWW ytd... suppose 2 woRk froM 9am-6pm de... but deRe is too many maNpoweR again... voLunteeR 2 go off earLy... dunno y... juz dun feeL likE worRkin anymoRe... ha... dey seNd mE off at 1pm... weNt hm... LuncH... havE a cRavin 4 porridge but cant fiNd any in simei... eNded up havin mee pok tang... haha;p weNt supeRmaRket wif mama... finaLLy fouNd e biscuit I want... yeaH man... haha:) was choosin btwn e cheese n e peanut de... n... e cheese WON!!! MuaHahaha=D hm again... pLay e SIMS2... been sum times since I last pLayed le... HeEz HeEz... kiNda boRed le... Haha;p Had Shroom BuRgeR meaL 4 dinneR... $2.55 onLy 4 a buRgeR, masHed potatoes n driNk... eh... $3.55 if u cHaNge 2 cHeese friEs... haha;p tiNk I addictEd 2 it le... WaHahaha:O

2005-05-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm at siteL n I'm bLoggin again... MuaHahaha;p nt my fauLt k... I'm nt eatin sNake... deRe is no caLLs... Ha~

WakE up at 10am 2daE... bathE... weNt KFC wif mom... havE masHed potatoes... laRgE de... I luv masHed potatoEs... HeEz:) weNt deNtaL... havE aN appt wif dem at 1130... waitEd till 12+ 4 my tuRn... tHot itz my wisdom tootH dat is causin e pain but I'm wRoNg... way wRoNg... e wisdom tooth is onLy a minor... wat majoR is my decay tootH... idiot sia... haiz:( e deNtist - MargaRet Tan x-rayed my tootH... succeedin onLy afteR seveRaL tRies... haha-_-"' sorrie la... but e tHingy seRiousLy makE mE wan 2 pukE sia... UgH!!! aNyway... e x-ray sHowEd dat e decay is so bad dat it affected e neRves... wat e hell man... n I havE 2 go see a speciaList in oRdeR 2 save my idiot tootH n e cost adds up 2 $1500+... deN i havE 2 extRact my wisdom tootH wHicH cost $400... wat e toot... e totaL cost will be aRd $2000... wHeRe 2 fiNd e moNey sia?!?!? SteaL? Rob? oR woRk till I'm dEad? Haha... tiNk I will juz pulled out e tootH... but den I will havE no teetH le... aRgH!!! tRoubLed tRoubLed TROUBLED...:(
ReacH siteL aRd 130pm 2daE... daMn earLy can... puRposeLy weNt 2 e toiLet 2 avoid goin in so earLy... Haha=D deRe a pRomo comin up... tmLz will be a busy day man... *hint hint* MuaHahaha;p end at 8pm... mit MicH... acc heR 2 look 4 skiRt... geR... I dunno aNytin bout skiRts... cant tRust my opinion de... Haha^_^ dinneR at TM foodcouRt... had yu pian mee fen... nicEy nicE... but din enjoyEd it as mucH thou... Ha~ MicH had westeRn food... a 3 couRse meaL compLete wif soup n saLad... e cHickeN leg is big... n I really mean BIG... itz biggeR den bReeks de... aHahaha... n e soup is thosE cHinese soup... weiRd huh... Haha:O saw Jasmin, CharLene, Siew Gek n anotheR Michelle... took train wif CharLene n hm sweet hm...

2005-05-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

back le~ tiRed... supeR tiRed... now my legs huRts too... idiot babooseNg...

Acc JiaweN 2 look 4 wallet... MetRo... IsetaN... Wallet sHop... PieRre CaRdiN wallets r da toNg xiao yi de... no woNdeR JiaweN havE a haRd timE decidin... MuaHahaha=D but sHe fiNally bougHt 1... HeEz:) eH... fouNd 1 dat I likE but itz impRacticaL... ratheR small n deRe is onLy aRd 4 sLides 2 put caRds... but I stiLL tink itz nicE... Haha:) weNt PeRLini 2 look at e bRacLets... itz so happeN dat ZheNzHu n I waNtEd 2 buy bRacLet... HeEz... but diN fiNd aNytin nicE... Ha~ bougHt McFLurry... regRet man... madE my tootH woRst... idiot sia... taNg chi de jie guo... aHahaha;p took 38 wif JiawEn n hm sweet hm...
Trg eNds quitE earLy 2daE... b4 9pm... mit MicH aRd 730pm... missEd e shuttLe ruNs by e timE we rEacHed... cHaNge... jog... n basic kicks... weNt 2 eat wif MicH, YuNmaN n JinQin... loNg timE nvR see YuNmaN n JinQin le... was amazEd by YuNmaN couRagE 2 joiN e SuperstaR contEst... it reaLLy takEs aLot froM 1 2 sigN up n peRfoRm infroNt of judgEs LoR... cooL man... Ha:) n dat JinQin aR... nvR faiLs 2 suan mE de LoR... irritaNt LeH... Ha-_-"'
HomE agaiN...

2005-05-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

Bon VoyagE Stupid FisH... LiLiNg~ miss us k... itz a muz... Haha:D havE fun... take caRe... n dun 4get ouR souveNeir hoR... MuaHahaha;p

My tootH huRts...:( wisdom tootH... aRgH!!! tiNk rEaLLy hafta go deNtist le... sHit man... idiot babooseNg... can see paRt of it emeRgiN froM my gum lo... disgustin... n wat a gReat way 2 speNd moNey... irritaNt... Haiz:( dEy say wisdom tootH is biggeR thaN noRmaL... my teetH is aLready kiNda big le... wondeR how big will my wisdom tootH bE... Ha~ will I lost my wisdom oNcE it is puLL out??? aHahaha-_-"'
TriEd sLpin at 3+ last nitE... but e tootH kept mE awakE... kaoz... n e woRst ting is I tastEd bLood... tink so... yucks man...>_< dat muz bE e timE wHeN e tootH fougHt itz way out of my gum... aNyway, tiNk I dozE off but was awakeN by RuiFaNg at 5am... pest... geR... u siao aR? moRnin call at 5am? wat e... can sLp dun wan 2 sLp... my bEauty sLp k... Haha:) back 2 sLp n was wakEn by JiaweN at 630am... tis geR aR... supposEd 2 wakE mE at 6am de LoR... but wat happeN??? aiyoyo... haha;p but tHankiE thnx... HeEz:) batHe n weNt out... mit JiaweN at Bedok View Sec bus-stop 2 take 24... I'm earLieR eventhou I livEd fuRtheR... Haiz... a leopaRd will nvR cHangE itz spot man... MuaHahaha;p kiddiN kiddiN... LiLiNg~ u betteR appReciatE it k... wE all givE up ouR sLp 2 seNd u... u shLd noE wat 2 do le hoR... Haha;p
Mit RuiFaNg, ZhenzHu n LiLiNg at e airpoRt... cHeck-in couNteR 7 at T2... ha... acc LiLiNg 4 bReakfast at sum foodcouRt... n noE wat... tis geR had BK coupoNs wif heR eveN wHeN sHe goin oveRsea... wa Liao... saLutE man... WaHahaha@_* oH ya... will aLwayz rmb e wave sHe gave us w/o lookin at us de... Haha:)
WeNt T1... pRacticaLLy waitEd 4 2hRs juz 2 eat Popeye loR... had meaL #1... 2 pcs cHickeN... e skin is nice... cRispy cRispy de... n saLty too... but ZhenzHu dun eat e skin... wastEd man... WaHahaha;p, biscuit... eRm... if u called dat a biscuit... ha~, 2 sidE disH... friEs n masHed potatoEs... e friEs remiNd mE of A&W fries... miss it man... haha:) n luv e m.p... itz nicE... tiaN sHang diao xia lai de m.p... aHahaha:), n soft dRiNk... CokE LigHt... HATE CokE LigHt!!! y cant dey seRved noRmaL coke instEad??? Eh... deRe was tis jokE abt dog baRk, cat meow, lion roaR, cow moo, sNakE hiss, pRawN LamE n RuiFaNg cRaB... Ha... din really get it... haha;p
SeNd RuiFaNg 2 woRk... stayed outsidE e bLdg tokin... or ratheR gossipin... haha-_-"' drank Honey MiLk Tea bougHt by LaNce... sux man... no offeNce k... HeEz:) e taste weiRd weiRd de... tink I will nvR likE stuff dat gt aNytin 2 do wif honey... Ewww:( n deRe was tis biRd wHo is nt afRaid of human de... mE n JiaweN was scaRed of it instEad... wat e... haha@_@ we eveN gavE it ouR seats LoR... haiz... *sHakE head x2* MuaHahaha;p
Eh... goin tkd sooN le... coNt ltr... ha~

2005-05-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

HeEz HeEz... itz 11am n I'm in siteL n I'm bLoggiN... MuaHahaha;p nt dat I waN 2 sLack k... deRe is no caLLs... no supeRvisoRs... n tis opeN up a wHoLe lots of possibiLitiEs... WaHahaha:) n if I duN do aNytiN... jiu dai dui bu qi wo zi ji le... aHahaha-_-"'
WaNtEd 2 go SPCA ytd de... but by e timE JoycE coNtactEd mE, itz aLready latE... aNyway, wE r nt suRe if SPCA opEn oN pubLic HoLs... hafta postpoNe ouR pLans deN... SPCA... wait 4 us... HeEz:)
Mit JoycE aRd 6+... I'm latE... agaiN... HeEz... sorriE geR... weNt CityHall... sHop agaiN... Ha~ JoycE bougHt a top fRom FCUK... look simpLe but nicE oN heR... weRe decidiN btwn xs oR s de... but siNcE sum1 wHo is mucH biggeR sizE den heR tRiEd oN e xs, e xs weRe cHoseN... Haha;p oH ya... deRe is tis geR super styLe lo... heR haiR is cut sHoRt abovE e eaR oN 1 side n sHouLdeR-leNgHt on e otheR side... deN sHe gt tis big rouNd hoop earrin... styLe man... n sHe damn pretty loR... envy envy... Haha:)
eRm... dinneR at PastamaNia... had SausagE n Ham BakEd RicE... agaiN... Haha:) hookEd oN it le... MuaHahaha;p but e deN hoR... JoycE duN likE it... n sHe compLaiN abt a paiN sumwHeRe iN heR head afteR eatin it... remiNd mE of e timE sHe ate e mee sua froM ShiLin... Haha;D woRse tiNg is, sHe tiNk dat RomEo n JuLieT is niceR... wat e... PastaMania juz duN agRee wif heR... WaHahaha-_-'" had kiwi juicE... owe JoycE $0.50... geR... muz remiNd mE hoR... u nvR remiNd deN I dun pay le... aHahaha;x aNyway... miNe cost $2.60 n heRs cost $3.10... becoz... sHe wan it no icE... Haha;p
Acc JoycE 2 WatsoN 2 buy moistuRizeR n Times 2 buy penciL Lead... beeN tinkin wat woNdeRs can moistuRizeR do 2 a face... if it heLp 2 cLeaR pimpLes deN maybE I shLd try... HeEz:) waLk aRd wif nth 2 do... CityHall is siaNz... SpoRe is boRed... no LifE man... Haiz:( in e eNd, we weNt 2 The Soup Spoon... unique pLace... e main disH is soups... Haha... seein ppLe dRinkin e soups make it seem deLicious but actually itz sux... JoycE tried e Clam ChowdeR n it is yucky... JoycE fiNd it saLty but I fiNd it bLaNd... wat is wRoNg wif my tastebuds man... Haiz... haha-_-"'
WeNt hm at 10+... earLy man... but deRe is really no pLace 2 go le... aRgH!!! boRed 2 e core... idiot babooseNg... y foreigNeRs like SpoRe so mucH but we pRefeR otheR countRies??? tell me y... Haha~
TiNk I'm beeN invadEd by e Zzzz monsteR... been sLpin so mucH... speNt nearLy 3/4 of my sun sLpin... aRgH!!! muz figHt e Zzzz monsteR... n muz win... MuaHahaha;p I wan 2 SWIM!!! swimmin swimmin swimmin... n I'm tired of woRkin... but I havE no cHoicE... Life sux!

2005-04-27T01:30:00.000+08:00

My toEs huRts fRoM weaRin e idiot Bata sHoEs... e back of my feEt huRts too... itz rEally 'buy aNd thRow away' sia... irritaNt LeH... Haha;p y muz wEaR foRmaL?!?!? I HATE foRmaL...:( eRmz... actuaLLy minE is onLy haLf foRmaL... but caNt expect too mucH ritE... Ha~ supposEd 2 woRk froM 9am-2pm 2daE de... deN exteNdEd to 5pm... nth mucH... stiLL e usuaL stuff... aNs caLLs... eNteRtaiNin idiot, good, cRappy, irritatiN, compLaiNin customeRs... MuaHahaha@_@ weNt luNcH wif AdRiaN... had popiaH at QiJi... itz nicE... supeRb... best popiaH I eveR comE acRoss... Haha;p but ratheR ex... $1.80 peR roll... zHenzHu bougHt peaRL miLk tea 4 mE... twicE le... muz buy 4 heR tmLz... geR... wait 4 my peaRL miLk tea k... HeEz:) oH ya... supeR duN likE tis guy in e officE... duN likE his facE, duN likE his voicE, HATE his attituDe... kaoz maN... sum1 call in n waN 2 makE cHaNgEs to his reseRvatioN n pay by casH... toLd him no coz if hE waN 2 pay by casH, hE havE 2 comE dwn peRsoNaLLy 2 make e cHangE n pay at e couNteR... deN hE staRt 'sHoutiN' dat hE is aLready at e couNteR but aN IRRITANT ask him 2 call ouR hotLinE... hE pass e pHoNe 2 e IRRITANT... n e IRRITANT staRt 'sHoutiN' dat we caNt ask customeRs 2 coMe dwn n makE cHaNges, we had 2 makE cHaNgEs 4 dem n tell dem 2 comE dwn 4 paymeNt onLy... wat e... toLd e IRRITANT dat itz not liKe tis de, we makE cHaNgEs 4 those wHo can pay by CrEdit CaRd, if pay by CasH havE 2 go couNteR... e IRRITANT insist hE is ritE n tell mE 2 makE e cHangEs deN he will cHaRge e guy... fiNe la... e IRRITANT sucks man... suck 2 e coRe... sucks BIG TIME... n e IRRITANT is JEFF... hE camE in ltr n apologizE dat hE souNd haRsH oR wateveR sHit... y botheR wHeN e haRm is aLready doNe... aRgH!!!
Went trg 2daE... fiNally back afteR so maNy days, wks, mths... weiRd feeLin actuaLLy... dunNo how 2 descRibE... but tink I'll be bacK... HeEz:) hafta staRt eveRytin all oveR agaiN... 4got my basic kicks le... lost my momentum le... aNyway I'm nvR gd at tkd... so deRe isnt mucH 2 lose in e lst pLacE... MuaHahaha-_-"'

2005-04-24T01:22:00.001+08:00

HappiE biRthdaE bRo!!! uR secRet still safE wif mE... MuaHahaha;p duN annoy oR irritatE mE hoR... oR eLse... heh heh heh *eviL LaugHteR*... Haha:) eh... I'm nt so bad laH... HeEz;p

BiRthdaE biRthdaE biRthdaE equaL bRokE bRokE bRokE... I'm bRokE!!! Haiz...:( woRkiN 4 e sakE of speNdiN... siaNz... but dat's LIFE... I waN 2 livE no moRe...
WokE up aRd 10am 2daE... pLay e Sims2... batHe n mit JoycE at 2+... sHe not LatE... 4 oNce... but actuaLLy itz becoz I'm later... WaHahaha;p weNt OrcHaRd... sHop n sHop n sHop... sHop till I dRop k... haha... damn tiRed sia... Hate sHoppiN man... HeEz;p Had aN earLy diNNeR at NYDC... tRied RomEo aNd JuLieT tis tiMe... actuaLLy waNtEd 2 eat wat I last time ate de... but 4got wat it is le... den thot itz R n J... so... HeEz-_-"' not really nicE la... but itz cHeesy n I likE dat... coNtRadictiN huh... Haha;p coNt ouR sHoppin n JoycE bougHt a Levi's jean... tRoubLesomE geR... Had 2 cHaNge e size 4 heR 3 tiMes... tiNk e sHop asst oso pissed off... Haha... but I gt a puRpLe baNd iN e eNd so itz woRtH it... aHahaha;p tis geR aR... huNt a bag 4 1-2 mths le stiLL caNt fiNd... e bag cannot bE too big n cannot bE too small... stRap cannot be too loNg oR sHoRt... aiyoyo... MuaHahaha;p deN dRag mE 2 ZARA eveN wHeN sHe said maybE woNt fiNd aNytiN... my pooR leg... WaHahaha:) weNt BigO 4 desseRt... tRied My O My... itz BigO cHeesEcake wif cHoc ice-cReaM n HeRsLey cHoc sauce... eRm... itz okie la... Ha~ do I souNd foRcEd??? Haha;p JoycE had The DaRk SidE... mudpie wif bRowniE n cHoc ice-cReaM... e menu said sumtiN like itz 4 e cHoc addict... thot of LiLiNg tHen... haha:)
Saw tis booth bout SPCA... interested... but dun tiNk itz possibLe... Haiz... siaNed LoR... to e coRe man... aRgH!!! maybE goin nxt sat oR sun... at least sumtin 2 look 4waRd 2... HeEz...
WoRkin tmLz... Haiz...

2005-04-22T14:10:00.000+08:00

HappiE BiRthdaE iReNe!!! eRmzz... actuaLLy itz tmLz but juz in casE I diN bLog... HeEz;p rmb itz 22 puncHes eacH n 308 puncHes in totaL hoR... MuaHahaha;p

Was eaRLy ytd... reacHed aRd 840am... diN mean 2 de... HeEz... e bus simpLy like mE so mucH... oNce I reacH e bus-stop, it came... Ha~ woRk is like hell ytd man... juz becoz of a $9.98 promo, we get calls nonstop n ppLe r wiLLin 2 wait 4 aLmost aN hr juz to get thRu 2 us... SiNgapoReaNs~ wat e toot!!! Haha... laugH whiLe sHakin head... aHahaha:) If dey wan 2 buy tix stiLL nvm... ask us 2 cHeck e datEs agaiN n agaiN juz 2 get e $9.98 faRe... tell deM itz on a lst come lst seRve basic n subjEct 2 avaiLabiLity but dey juz woNt listen... oR is it becoz dey cant undeRstaNd??? IRRITANT LeH... deN tell dem 2 cHeck on e net 4 e datEs 1st n wat dey tell us... theiR system haNg la... no computeR la... we shLd be moRe fLexibLe la... wateveR sHit... IDIOT BABOOSENG!!!
End my miseRy at 2pm... reserved 10 tix 2 pHukEt on e 16-18... $90.96 per pax incLusive of 2-way tix + SiNgaporE taxEs + hoteL accomodatioN... itz gd... but nobody wan 2 go...:( onLy me, RuiFaNg n ZhenzHu is keen... wat e... eveRytiMe likdat de... say wan 2 go oversea, say gt pLan le den go... now gt pLan le but wat happen??? idiot babooseng leh... irritant... but xi guan jiu hao... haha;p I da ren bu ji xiao ren guo... MuaHahaha;p Kiddin kiddin... HeEz:)
Mit JiaweN, HuizHu n LiLiNg... bougHt a mp3 n caRd 4 IreNe... den dwn 2 cityhall 2 mit her... sLack aRd whiLe waiting 4 ZhenzHu n OuyaNg... IreNe tried oN a top n a 'pong pong' skiRt 4 us... but no kick de... sHe do weaR those kiNda cLothes... nxt yr muz cHoose sumtin sHe dun weaR... like guo wang de xin yi... MuaHahaha... oops@_@
Had dinneR at Kenny Roger... e peRson sux LoR... LiLiNg will agRee... Haha:) givE us attitudE... lst tell us we havE 2 wait 4 aN hr oR moRe 4 a tabLe seatiN 8... den tell us sHe abLe 2 give us a tabLe immediateLy oNce all 8 is heRe... Kaoz... but sHe did get us a tabLe onCe eveRy1 reacH... so haha... HeEz;p eH ya... mE n JiaweN sHare a LoveR set... ribs... 6 cHickeN wiNgs... 3 side disHes... wE r freNs in e day n LoveR at nite... MuaHahaha;p *bLush* WaHahaha... gt a cake 4 IreNe... saNg aN Eng, a Chn n a Lala veRsioN of bdaE soNg 4 heR... No wHipped cReaM oN heR face... No saboiN... siaNz... Haha... geR... u shLd noe wat 2 do le hoR... Ha~
WeNt CarRefour wif JiaweN, HuizHu n RuiFaNg 2 buy paRty hats n baLLooNs... hafta hidE froM zHenzHu, LiLiNg n IreNe... Haha:) woNdeR if e casHieR is amusEd... Ha~ OuyaNg weNt 2 distRact deM... sorriE geRs... gt u all 2 waLk to n fro froM caRrefouR... aHahaha;) bLew up e ballooNs n hidE deM... gt IreNe 2 waLk aRd in a paRty hat 2 fiNd dem... tiNk we had fun takiN tuRns vidEoiN heR... WaHahaha-_-"' pHoto session n hm sweet hm...

TigeR's Most Idiotic n NonsensicaL Top ChaRt (to date):
1) Had a fren who lost wallet in Hat Yai/Manila Clark/Chiang Mai... called us n ask 4 any no. dat can help...
- siao ar... dunno how 2 report to police ar... a kid oso noe dat if lost wallet muz find police lor...

2) Worried abt plane crash n ask if e price include insurance n how much can dey claim from it...
- r dey plottin a murder or wat? din buy insurance how 2 claim? if scared bout plane crash, y go oversea? irritant...

3) Ask abt where e shuttle service in Manila Clark go to... told him we dunno le... still keep on askin n keep statin dat if pple tell us dere is a shuttle service from Changi Airport to Singapore, wat does dat mean...
- dun understand eng ar... dunno means dunno... as if we dun wan 2 help him likdat... kaoz... take taxi la... can go to anywhere u wan wat... pest leh...

4) Called previously n sum1 hung up his call... called again n complain n complain n complain... said dat he is not spendin money juz 2 get angry... said dat is it becoz dat ger who hung up his call de da yi ma lai le or is it becoz her bf nvr let her shuang e nite b4...
- crude... idiot babooseng... but in e end still reserved 6 tix... ha~

to be cont...

2005-03-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

I sLpt 4 12hrs!!! pig ritE??? MuaHahaha;p no LoR... a peRsoN nid 8hrs of sLp a day... siNce I nvR sLpt oN wed duE 2 dat stupid co n co, so I nid 16hrs of sLp (4 both wed n thuR)... so I actually still haf 4 moRe hrs 2 cLaim... Haha;p
FiNally compLeted my co n co assigNment Le... finaLLy maN... been toRmeNt by it 4 dunno how maNy mths, wks n days... Haha: weNt oveR 2 LeeKim pLacE oN wed nitE 2 do... StitcH is daMn cutE k... hypeRactivE maN... e momeNt he saw e leasH, he noE he is goiN 4 his waLk n will rusH oveR 2 u k... reaLLi scaRed mE wHen he stood on his hiNd leg n pLaced his fRoNt oN my stomacH... I dunno how 2 put e leasH loR... Haha:) n wat did LeeKim do... onLy noE how 2 laugH... wat e... idiot babooseng leH... irritaNt...-_-"' aNyway, e leasH is still put by heR in e eNd... HeEz;p oH ya... I fed n batHe stitcH... pRoud of myseLf k... MuaHahaha;p Luv stitcH... yelLow stitcH... Haha... his fuR keNa yellow paiNt... all thnx 2 LK... n it caNt be wasHed off yet... tiNk he's kiNd of depRessed by it... dat wat LK said... Ha~
WeNt hm aRd 1+... bathE n out agaiN... supposEd 2 stop at 201 de but e idiot driveR cLosEd e dooR n drovE oN despitE e fact dat we press e bell again... wat e...:( aLigHted at e nxt stop n weNt 2 POSBank... it reaLLi sLipped my miNd dat LK nvR bRougHt e bank bk wif heR... so wE end up makin a waste trip coz deRe is no macHinE... sorriE la geR... tReat it as exeRcisE maH... sum moRe if u gt bRing e bk den nthin will happeN le ritE... oopsss... WaHahaha;p realli sorriE la... but u realli can nag can... Haha~ n ya... sorrie 4 'disfiguRin' u... din noE dat a fiLe can be so destRuctivE in natuRe... Haha... sorrie...
End ouR last co n co lessoN aRd 4+ baH... weNt tpn wif JiaweN, zHeNzHu, Rui FaNg n LiLing... had yu pian mi fen at TM foodcouRt... nicey nicE... oiisHi desu... HeEz... LL left aRd 630... watcHed HitcH... beeN waNtin 2 watcH dat 4 dunno how loNg liao... itz nicE... damN funny... esp e pizza daNce steps paRt... wa Liao... laugH till my stomacH acHed k... Haha:) dun mEaN 2 hit u guys de... WaHahaha;p duN realli undeRstaNd wat somE of e linEs mean... but undeRstaNd e wHoLe sHow can le... MuaHahaha:o took 38 wif JW n RF... hm sweet hm
weNt 4 FOI tut 2daE... itz basicaLLy a copyin lessoN LoR... speNt 2 hRs copyin loNg aNs... siaNz man... Haha... weNt hm... mit up wif JW n RF at east pt... had sakaE... luv chawamusHi... nicE... HeEz... dEy went woRk so hm aweet hm agaiN... Haha~

WastEd my timE...

2005-03-09T15:42:00.000+08:00

ShLdnt havE comE scH 2daE... wastEd my timE... I gt no notEs 4 CMA loR... was sittin in e lec likE aN idiot eatin Pocky n seein KoH goiN thRu past yr exam papeR... aRgH!!! woRst still... nobody wan my Pocky... I bougHt 2 k... cHocoLate n stRawbeRry de... eNd up eatiN dem myseLf... ke LiaN... if I gain wEigHts, itz u ppLe fauLt k... MuaHahaha:o KiddiN nia... HeEz;p
Left earLy wif JiaweN... sHe havE no notEs too... toNg biNg xiaNg LiaN... Haha~ waNtEd 2 watcH MaRk Lee n gaNg at BizpaRk de... yes!!! MaRk Lee is iN my scH!!! no big dEaL actually... Haha;p diN get 2 c dEm aNyway... tiNk dey Left le... no fatE geR... Haha:) weNt lab... did my IF quiz... waNtEd 2 do dem myseLf de... but... JiaweN gavE mE e aNs in e eNd... HeEz;p tRied pRintiN my exam timEtabLe... but caNt get into scH websitE... now eveN e scH hatE mE... waHahaha-_-"' JiaweN is aN idiot babooseng... did FOI quiz w/o mE, did IF quiz w/o mE, pRint timEtabLe w/o mE... wat a freN man... Haha~ but wE havE reacH a concLusioN... itz all Rui FaNg n zHeN zHu fauLt... MuaHahaha;p KiddiN KiddiN k... HeEz=D eH ppLe... pLs remiNd mE 2 pRint my timEtabLe tml k... tHaNkiE thnx... JiaweN betta remiNd mE... duN be an idiot geR... Haha~
Goin 2 bE an usHeR 4 Dream It Do It ltr... DIDI... n noE wat... wE havE 2 wEaR FoRmaL... wat e... foRmaL sucks maN... hatE foRmaL 2 e coRe... n wE havE 2 wEaR wHitE sHiRt wif bLack paNts... Kaoz... eitheR wE look likE waiteR oR wE look likE we atteNdin a funeRaL... irritaNt LeH...:( aNyway... FaitH leNd mE e sHiRt n paNts... ThankiE thnx geR... HeEz:)

2005-03-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

Back 2 WiLd WiLd Wet 2daE... beeN sumtimEs siNcE I last woRk Le... tiNk gt aRd 3 wks Le... eveRytiN cHange... eH... no LaH... too exaggeRatE... aLot of stuff haf cHangEd... Haha;p sHift tiMe cHangE... oLd pRomotioN beeN repLaced by new pRomotioN... eveN EscapE cLosEd at 8pm now... Haiz... y do cHangEs takE pLace??? aNyway... ReacH WWW aRd 9.50am tis moRnin... feLt abit lost... ask customeR if dey wan Combo wHeN deRe is no sucH promo Le... diN even noE deRe a NTUC discouNt foR membeRs till I saw it on e sLip of papeR... siaNz... wat a gReat way 2 staRt woRk...-_-"' quitE sLack coz ppLe seem 2 hatE mE... dey ratheR queuE at e SK couNteR tHaN comin 2 my CheeRs couNteR dat gt no LinE... wat e... siNgapoReaNs... MuaHahaha:o no sHortagE 2daE... HeEz:)
End woRk at 6pm... supposEd 2 mit pa n ma 4 dinneR de... but dey diN contact mE... call homE n bRo said dey weNt tpn 4 dinneR le... tHot dey faNg wo fei ji... so had dinneR wif Wei2... bro caLLed n ask mE 2 go look 4 dem but diN botheR... deN dey caLLed... N... i had aLready bougHt my food le... cHickEn RicE!!! no fatE 2 eat wif dem... WaHahaha;p wastE my $3 k... pLan 2 staRt savin de... Haha:s mit up wif dem afteR dinneR... dRaNk bubbLe tEa... acc dem go Jackpot c c... nthin mucH actuaLLy... din reaLLy go in... Haha~ took 17 den 38... weNt Bata n bougHt sHoEs 4 tml... $19.95... paid by ma... HeEz:) deN Hm sweet Hm...
Did you noE dat if you decLaRe uRseLf as gay, u can bE void fRom NS? so guys... idEa idEa... MuaHahaha;p Did you noE dat pubLic mastuRbatioN is aN offeNce? Did you noE dat gay acts in NS is oso aN offeNce? inteRestiN Huh... WaHahaha;o

2005-03-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

Buying Time...

The man came home from work late again, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door.

"Daddy, may I ask you a question?" "Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man.

"Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?" "That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour."

"Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed. Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?"

The father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money. After an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00, and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

"Are you asleep son?" he asked.

"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills.

The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man.

"Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.

"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.

"Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?"

2005-03-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

Had my suMmativE test 2dae... diN fiNisH but dat was expEcted... Haha;p cRap my way thRu e papeR... was suRprise at how cRappy I can bE... WaHahaha... kiddiN KiddIn... HeEz:) juz HOPE I can pass... is dat too mucH 2 ask foR??? was supposEd 2 study last nite de... but in e eNd I sLpt till 2, watcHed tv till 4 n weNt back 2 sLp agaiN... how pig can I be... Haiz... MuaHahaha:o diN weNt 4 e FOI tut coz weNt 4 e mon cLass le... woNdeR if kodomo rmb... but it diN rEally matteR... HeEz;p but I do waN 2 Look at e FOI pRoj LeH...
noE wat... I 4got 2 bRing my pHonE wif mE 2daE!!! wat e-_-"' feLt Lost n unseRcuRed... cant coNtact aNy1... tiNk pHone havE rEally becamE a paRt of my lifE Le... Haha~ oH ya... tHnx aNgiE n FaitH 4 heLpin mE 2 coNtact JiaweN... HeEz;)
Had comm skiLL meetiN afteR e test den itz off 2 tpn wif OuyaNg... mit up wif JiaweN, zHen zHu, Rui FaNg, LiLiNg n Ivy... bougHt a sHiRt fRom OP... a collaR sHirt... FINALLY! beeN Lookin 4 1 siNcE new yEaR... aNotheR wan satisfy but aNotheR $39.90 Lost... MuaHahaha:s Had Mango Puddin at CentuRy Food JuNctioN... not nice de... still pRefeR Bugis de... HeEz... cRaviN 4 stRawbeRRy icE now... lotz n lotz of fResH piNk stRawberriE wif cRusHed icE n stRawberry ice-cReam... oiisHi desu... Ha~ oH ya... Had Taiwan XiaNg ChaNg juz now... nicEy nice... HeEz:)

I woNt ask anytin aNymoRe...

2005-02-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

WastEd my sat n sun oN co n co... caN u imagiNe dat?!?!? Wat a bummeR...:( n... wE haveN eveN fiNisH 1 piEce k... Kaoz...-_-'"
i waN 2 watcH Hide n Seek... WhitE NoisE... HowL Movin CastLe... but got a feeLin I woNt get 2 watcH aNy of dat... keep dRaggiN n dRaggiN... Haiz...
Tkd did well 4 IVP tis yr... 3rd pLace oveRaLL... Ox got a GoLd, Ting n Woodstock got siLveR... feeL happiE 4 deM... at Least tkd woNt bE cLosed n tHeiR woRk woNt bE wastEd... sumtimEs reaLLy miss tkd days but wiLL I stiLL feeL e samE if I weRe 2 go back??? sum moRe I still duNno how 2 face MicHaEL... if onLy wE diN sLack aRd so mucH oR diN insist of goiN gRaDin... but deRe no pt lookiN back now... Haiz... Jovi tHot of goin back but sHLd I??? sumtimEs itz haRd 2 put uR feeLin into woRds... y haveN I beeN abLe 2 Let go?
Havin comm skilL ltr... anotHeR boRin 3hrs... deN a boRin meetin at 5... Haiz... y does tis entRy souNd so sad??? irritaNt... Haha;p MuaHahaha:)

2005-02-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

18 days... I haveN beeN bLoggiN 4 18 days Le... but LifE beeN e saMe... goiN thRu e saMe routiNe eveRyday... shLd bE baH... Haha:)
so mucH tiNgs 2 do... IF test tis sat n I havEn study... 2 co n co piEces 2 bE haNded iN nxt thuR... sumMativE test nxt fRi... roLe pLay nxt nxt wk... oH maN... I hatE roLe pLay!!! aLL thosE actiN n coNtRoL of LaughteR... idiot sia-_-'" n e woRst paRt... FoRmaL dRessiN! wat e...:( AND exams aRe comiN... Haiz... y caNt I havE a pEacefuL lifE wif no tut, test, exam... juz scH... dReamin dreamiN dReamin...
Had a weiRd dReam bout coLouR wHeeL oN wed nite... nitEmaRe sia...:( spoiL my sLp... my bEauty sLp k... MuaHahaha:p caNt rmb much bout e drEam now... but it beeN tautiN mE e wHoLe nitE... eH... too exgg Le... it bEen tautiN mE e momeNt I sLp... WaHahaha:o
Luv e soNg dao dai nowadays... ppLe... thNx 4 heLpin mE fiNd e Lyric... HeEz:)

我受够了等待你所谓的安排说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带你给的全是空白一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块
要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

(*pLz use unicode... HeEz)

2005-02-07T04:30:00.000+08:00

WheN e Last timE I havE bLoggEd??? Ha~

WeNt oRchaRd 3 days iN a row!!! wat e... how comE dat is possibLe sia??? Haha-_-"'
SkippEd coLouR n co oN thuR... diN do e assigNmeNt aNyway... HeEz;p mit JoycE aRd 330 at EuNos pLatfoRm... beeN somE tiMe siNce I last mit heR le... weNt oRchaRd... waLk aRd... guEss we weRe not reaLLy iN e mood 2 sHop... diN buy aNytin... ouR pRefeReNces n cHoicEs aRe sooo diffeReNt... tiNk aRt will bE a much moRe suitabLe sHoppiN paRtneR 4 heR... Haha:) intRo ShiLin de mee sau 2 heR... but sHe fiNd it too saLty... i tiNk itz okie Leh... Haha... deN tis geR aR... staRt compLainiN abt sumwHeRe paiN iN heR head n bLamE it oN e mee sua... Haha... full of nonseNse... oopz:x muaHahaha;p
WeNt scH 4 a patHetic 2 hRs FOI tut, had a sHoRt comm skiLL mitin... quite sHoRt la but LeeKim n HuizHu still hafta wait 4 me... Heez... n dwn 2 oRchaRd again... wasnt iN e mood 2 sHop... u weNt 2 e saMe sHop kNowin it doesnt havE wat u wan... still u give uRseLf faLse hopE n Look thRu it aNyway... diN fouNd wat u waN n weNt 2 e nxt sHop... n e cycLe repEat... wth...:( JiaweN join us n e vicious cycLe cont... sianz!!! waHahaha... mit Ivy at CityHall n had ouR dinneR at suntec bk... din buy aNytin agaiN... Haiz...
Sat... OrcHaRd again... muaHahaha:s weNt 4 woRk in e moRnin... voLunteeRed 2 bE let off eaRLy if possibLe... deRe wasnt mucH ppLe so I got my wisH... Heez... was off at 1pm... mit JiaweN oN e tRaiN... geR... u diN scaRed mE except 4 e fact dat i duN havE aNy tissue wif mE... muaHahaha;p sumtimEs in Life, u muz leaRn 2 Let go... dunno if tis advice is appRopRiate not but tiNk sHld bE can la... Haha... mit LiLiNg n Ivy... tRied oN DCP jeanz... shLd i buy??? aNyway... geR... u sHld buy e skiRt... it look nice oN u... Heez mit ouyaNg den zHenzHu... eH... bougHt e eeyoRe cusHion... been lookiN 4 it... fiNally... Haha...:) reacHed hm wif JiaweN, zHenzHu n OuyaNg...
Had LoNg John bReakfast wif dem... took 38 wif JiaweN... homE... sLpt 4 e wHoLe afteRnoon.. tv... n now my comm skill is still not doNe n ouR discussion is tmLz... die diE DIE...

Mid-sem are here...

2005-01-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

WokE up at 6++ 2day... in sHock... I HAVEN DO MY REFLECTIVE JOURNAL!!! aRgH~ All coLouR n Co fauLt... made mE stayEd up oN wed nite till thuR moRnin 630 juz 2 do e stupid aRt piece... aLL OuyaNg fauLt... teLL mE 2 go homE n sLp, den wake up in e moRnin wif ppLe seNdin mE theiR fiNisHed copiEd of journaL but feeLin veRy stress... now wat happeN??? ha... kiddin nia... HeEz;p aLL my fauLt... I'm such a pig... sLp n sLp n sLp...
RusHed 2 scH aRd 11+... mit JiaweN, LeeKim and HuizHu in e lab... took JiaweN's jouRnaL 4 refeReNce n rusHed 2 FOI tut... wasnt payin attention at aLL... all I wan is 2 get out of e cLass n get my jouRnaL doNe... e 2hrs was like... aHahaha-_-"' wHen e lesson is fiNaLLy oveR... rusHed 2 e lab again... I'm onLy doNe wif paRt 1... got 2, 3, 4 n 5 to go... idiot sia... stRess stRess n moRe STRESS... haha:s FinisHed e jouRnaL sum timE b4 5... get JiaweN, LeekiM n HuizHu 2 cHeck 4 mE... n we weRe 'aRguiN' bout the tenses... I sucks at tenses k...:( aHahaha... I'm late 4 submissioN... rusHed 2 lvl 6 aRd 5.05 n I aLmost 4got abt EddiE's jouRnaL... heNg JiaweN remembeRed n passed 2 mE... soRry Ed n thaNkie tHnx geR... MuaHahaha:) was rusHin like heLL 4 e wHoLe day LoR... but at Least itz haNded up n all I havE 2 do is wait n pRay dat I will get a pass 4 e crap JouRnaL... Ha~ n hope dat wE r not maRked as Late... Or i really owe JiaweN n Eddie le... but dun tiNk so la hoR... e teacHeR is not deRe wHen we submit... so.. HeEz;p
Went Sakae wif JiaweN n LiliNg... Ivy n OuyaNg joiNs us... was fuLL... very full... we ate 36 colouRed pLates n all of us had Buds ice-cReam xcept OuyaNg... speNt aRd $19 each... ex but I had my cravin satisfiEd... Ha~ JiaweN had e cRavin too... Muahahaha:x
Acc LiliNg 2 interchaNge n waited 4 e bus... den we weNt waLk waLk... weNt 2 Ivy hse aRd 930 wif JiaweN 2 watch Xing Lai Yun Zhuan... Like Ou Xuan... sHe pRetty... ha:) Left at 10+... Took 18 wif JiaweN n cHange 2 38... HomE sweet HomE...

Mid-sem test comin!!! 1st paper on Mon... haven study yet but I'm still sLackin... ha... no mood... stress!!! stressed=desserts spelled backwaRds... ha... is deRe any undeRline meaNin??? Ha~

Updatin 4 e sake of updatin

2005-01-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

TimE 2 updatE!!! I'm updatiN 4 e sakE of updatiN... Ha-_-"' so ppLe stop sayiN y I diN updatE my bLog k... MuaHahaha:x

ScH sucks... so maNy tiNgs 2 do... Comm skiLLs sucks... 1st is on-LinE postiN, 2nd is ResumE n CoveR LetteR, 3rd is e stupid inteRview... waste my pRecious timE n $24.50... iRritaNt!!!... but fiRst timE bought a paNts 4 so cHeap... HeEz;)... DEN NOW got e stupid RefLectivE JouRnaL.... aRgH!!! Life sucks... afteR we wastE ouR timE on coLouR n compositioN assigNmeNt, on RefLective JouRnaL, we havE 2 sweat n stRess like cRazy 4 e mid-sem... aRgH!!! TeLL Me Y!!!!:(

2004-11-21T05:47:00.000+08:00

HapPie biRtHdaE RuiFaNg/RF/cHili Padi (eRmmm... duNno spellin RitE not.. HeEz)... Ha;p

SiaNz... wakE up at 5+ with no idea y... look at my msg... rEaLisE timEtabLe is out... weNt 2 cHeck but caNt fiNd aNytiN... weNt OuyaNg bLog n... SIANZ!!! siaNz siaNz siaNz... I'm aLoNe tis comin sem lor... rEally is aLoNe lor... wat e... feLt kiNda scaRed... nono... shLd bE kiNda Lost... aRgH!!! wateveR it is... it is NOT a good feeLiN...

Leavin 4 aust iN Less tHeN 24 hrs... =)

2004-11-10T03:04:00.000+08:00

I'm tiRed!!! kiNda sLeepy... but decided I muz bLog 1st b4 goin 2 sLp... oR eLse I woNt be bLoggiN in e nxt 6 days... HeEz;p
My past few days have pass by in a bLur... dun rmb mucH... beeN woRkin from last wed 2 sun n 2day... had nasi Lemak wif Mich at satay cLub on sun... Luv e nasi Lemak deRe... itz onLy $2 but dere cHickeN wiNg, egg (he bao dang), ikaN billis (dunNo how 2 speLL... hEez) n rice... haha;p AND itz absoLuteLy, tRuLy, madLy, deepLy DELICIOUS!!! MuaHahaha:x I'm not eXaggeRatin k... eRrr... maybe abit LaH... oops... WaHahaha=)
weNt Bugis wif Joyce ytd... mit heR aRd 130 at Eunos MRT pLatfoRm... I'm earLieR tHaN heR... as usuaL... ha... juz kiddin... HeEz;p waNted 2 buy a bag... but cant fiNd 1 dat I like... in e eNd... Joyce bougHt a mug costin $12.90... 3x beyoNd heR budget... ha... oops... muaHahaha;o but itz nice, cute, pRetty, practicaL, LoveLy... so sHe make e rigHt cHoice... wahahaha:x n e impt thiNg is... she NEED it... haha... do I souNd fake??? muaHahaha>_< mit up wif FLoReNce, Xue cHuN aka bLoody Lip... HeEz, Jasmin n GilliaN aRd 630 at TM... weNt SeouL GaRdeN 4 dinneR... dey paid 4 my sHaRe... as my bday pReseNt... tiNk so... thaNkie thnx... but I prefeRred payin 4 my owN... no offeNce k... at least wo chi de pi jiao an xin... but thnx... really...=) took nEopriNts afteR dinneR... I have offically became a pet of FloreNce... a HamsteR named HamtaRo... wat e... -_-"' muaHahaha... xue cHun is xiao zHu (piggy), JasmiN is waNg Cai (dog) n GilliaN is Jia Fei (cat)... waHahaha:o
Was kiNda late 4 woRk 2day eveN tHou I'm woRkin in e afteRnoon... but itz really not my fauLt k... YoNg Kiat told mE I'm woRkin from 330-1030... but actuaLLy is 3-1030... Lucky I weNt earLy... reacHed aRd 305... but tiNk FloReNce is unHappy bout it... but wateveR...
Leavin 4 Aust in less tHan 24hrs... a 6 days hoLs... wisH dat itz LoNgeR... ha... haveN fiNish packin yet... but dat can wait till tmLz... no no... is ltr... haha... dun really feel excited LeH... dunNo y... ppLe~ MUZ MISS ME K!!! muaHahaha;p

2004-11-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

HappiE biRthdaE JoviNa!!! ya... n HappiE beLatEd biRthdaE JiaNwen!!! HeEz=)

beeN waNtin 2 bLog 4 e past 2 days but... HeEz;p weNt 4 hoRse road (si ma lu) 2 pai pai oN moNday... haha... e pLace is cRowded... ren sHan reN hai... coz itz guan yin daN... dEn we weNt 4 STRAWBERRY ICE... muaHahaha;p had ice w/o JiaweN, RuifaNg, zHenzHu n LiLiNg agaiN... oops... waHahaha;o soRrie k... HeEz=) was stuck in BeNcooLeN due 2 e rain 4 aLmost 1hr... waste my tiMe maN... couLd havE goNe sHoppin LoR... with aim... haha=s decide we weRe huNgRy wHen e rain FINALLY stop... nono... is get smalleR... HeEz:) had KFC... PopcoRn cHickeN meaL agaiN... reaLize I've been havin dat eveRytiMe I weNt kfc... muaHahaha:x
Took 815 2 Cityhall... onLy 2-3 stops... mit up wif JiaweN, HuizHu, RuiFaNg, ZhenzHu n OuyaNg deN LaNce... weNt MarcHe 4 dinneR... ya... I eat agaiN... ha... tRied LaNce's Ham n Cheese cRepe... it was nice... oRdeRed mushRoom cRepe... it was okie at 1st deN eRmmmz... waHahaha;p aNyway... RuiFaNg... I diN get 2 c Li Wei lips.. yi han... oops... haha:x LaNce left 1st siNce he woRkin at 630... speNt $9.20 on MaRcHe deN we weNt aRcadE... pLayed pHoto Hunt... waNted 2 beat e high scoRe but we din... tiNk itz my fauLt... HeEz... dEy got mE a sunfLoweR... puRpose??? to embaRress mE... concLusioN??? dey din succeEd... muaHahaha;p weNt NYDC... dey have aLready oRdeRed a cake n made reseRvatioN (w/o mE kNowin)... sHaRed iced MocHa eLepHancciNo wif zHenzHu... e driNk is nice BUT e cup is niceR... haha:x e cake came... Big O... I luv cHeesecake... HeEz... e waiteR waNted 2 sHake my hand wif wHipped cReam oN his paLm... BUT... I SAW IT!!! haha;p I refused 2 sHook his hand n he said itz eitheR his haNd oR my freNs hand... well... I cHoose e latteR... at Least 1 of dem have 2 get diRty wif mE maH... oops... haha=) HuizHu jie shou e 'tiao zhan'... ha~ den we staRt pLayin wif e wHipped cReam... waHahaha;p In e eNd... all of dem got bitz of wHippEd cReam aNd/oR cake... you nan toNg daNg maH... HeEz... soRry NYDC 4 diRtyin ur pLace... did we??? n thnx 4 e ballooN... Ha~ waited 4 LaNce 2 eNd woRk n RuiFaNg staRt borin us wif heR bio stuff... oops... ha;p took MRT... tiNk dat itz kiNd of earLy 2 go hm but we got nowHeRe 2 go... S'poRe got no nite life... ha... so itz hm sweet hm...
Mit up wif LeeKim aRd 12+ coz sHe waNted 2 pass mE e aLcohoL cHocoLate... heR 'guiLty' pReseNt... ha... kiddin la... weNt cv... ya... 2 eat AGAIN... but I din eat aNytin tis tiMe... juz have a driNk... homemade/seLf-make lemoN tea... Leekim had iNdiaN Rojak n coffee... den we decided 2 go oLd cHaNgi hospi... well... we din really noe wHeRe it is so we juz kept waLkin... n ya... Leekim sLipped n fell!!! haha... I am weaRin sLippeRs n sHe is weaRin sHoes LoR... nthin happened 2 mE wHiLe sHe fell... OMG~ muaHahaha:x n ger... I did tRied 2 heLp u k... but I din succeEd la... I tRied 2 heLd oN 2 uR bag k... n I din mean 2 laugH de... itz noRmaL ppLe reactioN k... ha... aNyway... sHe almost fell 4 2 tiMes k... aLamak... cant waLk pRoperLy aR??? oops... haha;p reached Leekim pLace aRd 4+... I pRacticaLLy seNd heR hm k... haha... stayed at e void deck 4 awHiLe den I took a cab hm...

Tue... supposed 2 mit Faith at 1 in sch 2 do e a&f noticeboaRd... well... I woke up at 12+ by JiaweN msg... heEz... cannot bLame mE... I sLept at aRd 6 in e moRnin n I did set my pHoNe aLarm 2 10... but late is late... soRriE k... peer influeNce la... muaHahaha;p reacHed sch aRd 145-2... RuifaNg n zHenzHu weRe deRe but JiaweN haveN reacH yet... tis geR aR... aiyoyo... wake up b4 mE but lateR den mE... Haiz-_-'"... waHahaha:x by 6+... e noticeboaRd is 70% 2 compLetioN... cooL maN... finaLLy deRe sumtin up... ha~ n FaitH... thnx 4 e digestive biscuit... u dun wan so u gave mE rite... ha... kiddin la... HeEz=)
Took 15 n mit Joyce at heR hse bus-stop... den we took MRT 2 Newton... MicH n aRt weRe deRe liao... had ouR dinneR at NewtoN ciRcus... had bLack peppeR cRab (soRrie RuiFaNg... dun meaN 2 eat uR tong lei de... oopz... muaHahaha:x)... striNg ray (zHenzHu... bu yao xian mu wo oH... ha~)... fried oysteR... hokkiEn mee aka pRawn noodLe (oh no... ruiFaNg... dui bu qi!!! haha...)... lala... n cocoNut dRink... I luv coconut driNk... hEez... itz nice...=) waNted 2 oRdeR sum moRe de... but too lazy n nobody waNted 2 go... so... heEz...>_< took mrt... aRt weNt juRoNg 2 song liaNg cha 2 heR bf... so sweet but... we 3 stopped at Eunos... acc micH 2 waited 4 her bus den mE n Joyce stayed at e pLaygRouNd n tok bout stuff... e pLaygRouNd briNgs memoRies back 4 Joyce... ha~ weNt hm aRd 1115...

nthin happen much 2day... was woRkin from 12-8... too lazy 2 bLog liao aNyway... HeEz;p oH ya... bon voyage OuyaNg... eNjoy n take caRe k... muz miss us hoR... HeEz=)

My woRk scHeduLe (subject 2 chaNges):
Wed: 12nn-8pm C
Thur: 9am-5pm SK
Fri: 12nn-8pm C
Sat: 9am-8pm C
Sun: 9am-8pm C

HappiE biRthdaE 2 mE... HeEz=)

2004-11-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

HappiE biRthdaE 2 mE!!! aHahaha;p
was bLoggin haLfway last nitE dEn feLL asLeep... dEn e com weRe sHut dwn by dad... so wat I have bLog is ALL goNe... havE 2 rebLog agaiN... aLamak... aHahaha-_-'"
ReacH EscapE aRd 4 ytd... my 2nd day woRkin at EscapE... e last nitE of HallowEeN... last day of 4-12 4 mE liao... haha:) sLack aRd iN e office 4 awHiLe den itz MAKEUP SESSION... muaHahaha:( eh... at Least I look like a gHost ytd... got those bLoody stuff on my facE... waHahaha;p I look like aN oPeRa siNgeR e day b4 LoR... my whoLe facE is red loR... sia la:( I duN wan 2 bE aN opEra gHost!!! muaHahaha;p tiNk dat LauRa hate mE... paiNt my face till so red... sHit heR sia... Idiot la... oops... haha:x sLack iN e office agaiN afteR makin up... Had fries from buRgeR kiNg... nicey~ heEz hEe=) wE got 3hrs of free pay 4 both days... we caNt sHowed ouR face till 7... so itz sLack sLack sLack n nthin 2 do from 4-7... haha;p
Had a last ridE at Rainbow ytd... weNt 4 it 2 times... HeEz;p we weRe sHoutin dunNo like wat... NOT BCOZ WE WERE SCARE... aHahaha;o back in e office... dey (JasmiN, GilliaN, fLoRence, Navin, JohNny, SuaN Jie, bRoNson, aNjana n RaymoNd) saNg biRthday soNg 4 mE... sweet of dEm BUT paisey paisey paisey...=s ha... tiNk I diN bLush baH... muaHahaha>_<

2004-10-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

I'm irritatEd... DAMN IRRITATED n pissed off...
I hate it wHen ppLe leave a msg w/o sayiN wHo he/sHe is... wat e... waN 2 say ppLe but duN daRe 2 ideNtify themseLves... Kaoz... irritaNt Leh... idiot sia... not happy wif mE juz say la... gan shuo you bu gan ren... WAT E HECK... Kaozzzzzzzz

2004-10-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

MissEd Ren Wo Ao You AGAIN!!! missed e sHow 4 duNno how maNy times Liao... tiNk I mite as weLL buy e vcds... aHahaha;p
weNt Escape 4 job trg 4 HaLLoweeN nite 2day at 730... we pRacticaLLy wastEd ouR time deRe LoR... but we got 2.5hr of pay 4 doin nthin... muaHahaha:x dEy got tis guy to tEacH us daNce... gHostLy daNce... waHahaha-_-"' he so GAY!!! He sLim... veRy sLim... wif a qiao butt n JasmiN said dat he got NO aRmpit haiR... wa Liao~ oops:x deRe is no daNce step 4 us admissioN ppLe... aLL we had 2 do is to hide n pop up 2 scaRe e guEst/cust wHen dEy r eNteRin... afteR rouNds of reheaRsaL (caRnivaLs ppLe, rides ppLe n stRolleRs), e trg offically eNded at aRd 10...
Had 2 buy bLack paNts/jeaNs n bLack shoEs juz 4 e miseRabLe 3 days... idiot sia:( haveN get pay have 2 wastE moNey Liao... kaoz... aNyway... admissioN 4 halloweeN nite will bE $2 peR entRy n rides will be at $1 eacH... from 4pm-12mn... aNy1 wan 2 come??? aHahaha;p

my body acHin,,,

2004-10-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

My body is acHin... oucHie~ ahahaha... my shouLdeR... my aRm... my lowEr back... too loNg nvR exeRcise Liao... HeEz;p
Ytd mit up wif JiaweN, Hwee Choo, Rui FaNg n ZheN zHu aRd 10 at Bedok SwimmiN CompLex... FiNally had my swim!!! BeeN tiNkin abt swiMMin 4 sum mths Le... Yea maN... I had my swim... I had my SWIM... I HAD MY SWIM!!! aHahaha=) at 1st, JiaweN kept stayin in 1 coRner n refused to LoweR heR hEad into e wateR coz sHe afRaid dat wateR mite go into heR eaRs... ha-_-'" but sHe coNquEred dat... deN she leaRnt how to swim wif us hoLdin on to heR haNd... Goody good... sHe's a fast LeaRneR... Now sHe abLe to swim 4 a sHort dist (depeNd oN how loNg sHe can hoLd heR breath... MuaHahaha;p) w/o hoLdin oN to aNytiN... way 2 go gEr... HeEz:) tiNk sHe addicted to swimmiN Liao... waHahaha:x I tRied free n frog styLe... tiNk dat it look kiNda weiRd but at Least I moved... HeEz=) No moRe funNy 'combiNed' styLe 4 mE liao... Muahahaha;0
Mit LiliNg aRd 1 4 luNch... we weRe Late... LiNg... sorry k... duN be aNgRy le k... reaL sorry... fisH cannot be angRy 4 too LoNg de... oops:x... HeEz... but tiNk u not angRy liao... waHahaha:) Had Curry Rice uNder ZheN zHu recommeNdatioN... oishii desu ne... Yummy yummy!!! e gRavy is nice... saLty n spicy... Nicey~ afteR luNch, dEy weNt scH 4 theiR badmiNton game wHiLe hm sweet hm 4 mE... HeEz:)
ReacH scH aRd 4+... Had dinneR wif dem afteR theiR game... had Fish n Chip at Tpn inter foodcouRt... e seRvin is big... or is it juz dat e pLate is big??? waHahaha:x mit JoviNa aRd 730 at scH... weNt 4 tkd trg... we LeaRned paRt of ouR competitioN patteRn... back hm aRd 10... missed reN wo ao you agaiN... siaNz... HeEz;p

2004-10-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

aH ma came ytd... afteRnoon I tiNk... stayin 4 aRd 1 oR 2 wk... deN itz back 2 MaLaysia... weLcome weLcome... aHahaha=)
pLayed e SIMS 2 4 e whoLe day... nthin betteR 2 do... HeEz... was staRin at my com from 9+ to 4+.... no woNdeR my degRee so higH... oopz... haha;p weNt 2 201 4 dinneR... dad say aH ma like e cLaypot fish-head deRe... we had mai pian xia... i ate e mai pian onLy... ahahaha:) JiaweN... see dat??? I ATE MAI PIAN w/o XIA... waHahaha-_-'" bu yao xian mu wo oH... muaHahahaha:x weNt TM wif mum n bRo afteR dinnEr... was not aimin/pLannin 2 buy anytin... juz dun feeL like goin hm... aNyway... do sHoppin have aN aim? heEz...
duN really like goin 201... itz seem so famiLiaR yet so distaNt...

2004-10-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

noe my resuLt ytd... I PASSED!!! HeEz=) no supp papEr... happy happY hapPY haPPY hAPPY HAPPY... aHahaha;p

Took 12 2 woRk tis moRnin... sat in froNt of tis guy n he was tappin oN my cHaiR... I thot itz was nthiN n nvR respoNd... den he tapped my shouldeR... I tuRned n he reaLised he mistook me as sum1 eLse... haha... he was embarrassed... muaHahaha;p dat e 2nd time sum1 mistook me as aNotheR person le LoR... is it rEally tRue dat deRe will be 7 (izzit 7) iN tis worLd who will Look like you??? ha... he n I aLight at e same stop n he was weaRin e SAME www beRmudas as me... woaH~ coiNcidEnce maN... ha... well... gen qiao de shi... we woRk in e SAME dept... wah kaoz... waHahaha:x xie men Leh... ha>_< his name is Sheng Zhi.. ha:)
ppLe... I'm NOT woRkin tmLz, mon, tue n wed... cooL huh... HeEz=) but tis meaNt 1 ting... no monEy... haiz... muaHahaha:x read IreNe's bLog juz now... duN reaLLy noe how I feLt... feLt kiNda sad... but e feeLin is haRd 2 descRibe... 2 put into woRds...

My reLax woRk scheduLe (nxt wk):
Mon: OFF!!!
Tue: Off agaiN...
Wed: pLz... I'm tiRed of rEstin
Thu: 12nn-8pm TS back 2 woRk... Yea~
Fri: 12nn-8pm C
Sat: 9am-8pm C
Sun: 9am-8pm TS

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

Strangers are just friends waiting to happen.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

Everybody hurts, take comfort in your friends.

A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

A friend is one who knows all about you and likes you anyway.

2004-10-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

eNd woRk at 8 2day... tiRed~
deRe wasnt much 2 do 2day, not maNy ppLe... was actuaLLy sLackin... HeEz;p
I duN Like (oR hate???) e FuNkey booth ppLe... dey r so irRitatiN! tis geR from e booth came 2 'zao cha' 2day... she asked me if I've beeN tellin ppLe 2 puRchase fuNkeys at theiR booth n I said 'Ya...' come oN loR.. use uR cocoNut leH... e fuNkey booth exist 2 let cust buy theiR fuNkey... I duN teLL dem go deRe buy deN tell dem go wHeRe?!?!? den she suggest/recommeNd/ask/DEMAND us 2 tell e cust 2 buy e tix 4 WWW at e FuNkey booth n not 2 tell dem 2 buy a fuNkey... wat e... if we weRe 2 tell e cust tis, deN ppLe wif pRomotioNaL tix who have 2 buy theiR tix froM me will be compLaiNin dat y we ask dem 2 buy tix at e booth deN now have 2 'buy' agaiN... deN she staRt compLaiNin dat cust have been askiN wHeRe 2 buy e tix la, hoLdin up e queue la... CRAP man... kaoz:( dey causEd so much troubLe 4 us... been telliN e cust wRoNg info... n we nvr go kb dem n now tis... irritaNts LeH~ sum moRe we oso faced cust compLaints, cust queRies n LONG queue LiNes loR... itz paRt of e job wat... wat theiR prob sia...-_-'"
mit Mich afteR woRk... diN do much... ate sumtin (4get e pLace name le) but itz not nice aNywayz... deN weNt White SaNd n waLk aRd abit... waNted 2 sHop 4 WeNdy, PeiK ai, aRtiNi n Shi TiNg b'day pResent de.... din buy aNy... deN took MRT n hm sweet hm.. Ha~
have 2 woRk tis sat... haiz... no OFF 4 mE le... haiz... *sob sob* muaHahaha;p but moRe $$$ heEz=)

tiRed... sLpy... IRRITATED!!!

2004-10-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm tiRed... sLpy... n DAMN IRRITATED!!!
bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... bad mood... BAD MOOD

work worK woRk wORK WORK...

2004-10-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

My 1st day of woRk 2day... no no... my 'back' 2 woRk afteR a bReak... no no... pRojects, tests, exams, tut n lec r NOT considered a bReak... waHahaha>_<
Made a big mistake 2day.... a fataL mistake... I'm exaggeRatin...-_-"' HeEz;p some oLd man showEd me a receipt from Escape n said dat he have a famiLy pass wHich aLready paid 4 WWW (3 aduLts paid)... n he paid aNotheR $8.30 4 a chiLd... I duNno wat I'm supposE 2 do but I juz let dem in... sHit man... y am I so bLur... so stupid?!?!?:x I shLd at least have ask aRd... aRgH!!! aftEr dEy r in n duNno go wheRe le... Sista toLd me dat dey r aRaNda cLub members n shLd be payiN... i was like... "Oh... okie... errr..." dEn Yue Fai toLd me dat dEy r onLy entitLed 2 like 50% discouNt n if FLoRence kNew abt it I'll be in tRoubLe... haiz... siao le loR... BUT... he gave me e receipt n toLd me 2 thRow it away n pReteNd dat nthiN happeN... waHhhh!!! HE SO NICE~ *bLush bLush* aHahaha=)
I want 2 staRt a "MemoRies Bk"... tiNkin abt it... sudd feLt dat memoRies is e most impt thiNgy 2 ppLe... ha... kiNda weiRd thots... heEz...

My mo gui woRk scheduLe (tis wk):
Tue: 9am-8pm TS
Wed: 9am-6pm TS
Thu: 9am-8pm C
Fri: 12nn-5pm
Sat: OFF!!! Yea~
Sun: 9am-6pm TS

tmLz woRkin le... siaNz

2004-10-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

speNt e whoLe day pLayin e SIMS 2 2day... e com diN haNg as mucH as it did Last nite... so was actuaLly enjoyiN e game... HeEz=) diN reaLly noe y am I addictEd 2 it... itz juz likE e SIMS witH a betteR gRaphic, moRe actioNs n cHoices, moRe items n cLothiNgs, moRe... aHahaha;p
goiN back 2 WWW tmLz le... 9am... meaNin i havE 2 get up aRd 7... aRgH!!! my beauty sLp~ muaHahaha:) woNdeR wat I will be doiN tmLz... hope is at Top Upz Station coz I can reaLLy sLack deN... oops... heEz;p but I seRiousLy doubt so siNce CT n Wei2 nvR said aNytiN... haiz... but nvm... at least I woNt have shoRtage of $... waHahaha=)
caN pRedict my Life routiNe now... ha... wake up... work... home... sims 2... slp... wake up... work... home... sims 2... slp... wake up... aRgH~ NO LIFE!!! I DUN WAN!!! wHere is my swimmiN? rolleR bLadiN? ice-skatiN? kayakiN? cycLin? stRawbeRry icE? biNtan tRip? How come one gt so mucH 2 do wHen dEy have woRk but nthiN 2 do wHEn dEy r free? -_-"' y?!?!? tell mE y... ha...>_<

The SIMS 2 sucks... big time...:(

2004-10-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

bougHt e SIMS 2 2day... cost me $54.90... so ex n e game suck... big tiMe... aRgH!!!=( it requiRed 256 MB n it keeps haNgiN... irritatEd... totaLLy anNoyEd... aRgH~

mit Joyce 2 buy e stupid/idiotic/irritatiN/moRoNic wateveR game 2getheR... was so excitEd dEn but now... aRgH!!! aNyway... we had ouR luNch cum dinnEr at BiLLy's BombeRs (speLLin??? ha...) waNted 2 oRder a couRse meaL but dEy duN have wat I waN so eNd up wif some cHickEn saNdwicH instEad (4get e naMe le...) e seRviN is laRge... reaL laRge... e taste is okie... not reaLLy nicE but not dat bad eitHeR... ha... coNtRadictiN huh... aHahaha=p JoycE had hot chocoLate AS USUAL... such a 'faitHfuL' gEr... muaHahaha:x kiddiN La... heEz...
we got nthiN 2 do but we botH duN feeL like goiN hm siNce its stiLL earLy... we kiNd of decide on watcHin Ouija Board n msg MicHelle 2 c if sHe waN 2 joiN us... speNt ouR time at e aRcade wHiLe waitiN 4 MicH... was haviN fuN... ha...=) pLayed some aRmy taNkeRs game n I won... pLayed DaytoNa n I won... waHahaha=p Joyce weNt 2 e mechaNic twice... ha... duNno wat she doiN sia... I kept laffiN tiLL I had tRoubLe coNtroLLiN e wHeeL... muaHahaha=p we "combiNed foRces" wHen we pLayed e sHaRk game... joyce 'died' b4 me n she compLain dat itz becoz e sHaRks was aimiN at heR... wat e... aHahaha:) Joyce aR... itz becoz I'm GOOD k... haha;p MicH reacHed aRd 640 n toLd us dat she not watcHin coz e show dun woRth $8.50 n sHe mitiN zhu tou 4 dinneR n we weRe like...-_-"' wo men bai bai deng le... but nvm... we weRe haviN fuN aNyway... den me n Joyce pLayed ouR last game--e HOUSE OF DEAD... din reaLize dat itz a 1 pLayeR game untiL e game staRted... ha... I had my tuRn 1st... tiNk Joyce pLayed e game 4 e 1st time coz she duNno how 2 reLoad... ha... she kept sayiN:"eh... zheng yang reload? zheng yang reload?" muaHahaha... oops... haha... so cute... she nvr faiLed 2 make me laugh...=)
weNt hm afteR e games n watched Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen... was not as nice as I thot it wLd be... duN reaLLy understaNd some paRts... but stiLl... I like Lindsay Lohan... heEz:)

I cut my HAIR!!! HeEz...

2004-10-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

LeeKim watcHed some kids sHow tis moRniN... sumtiN abt eLectRoNs where u use a baLLoon 2 rub agaiNst ur cLothiNgs 2 chang sheng jing dian... no woNdeR sHe so cHiLdisH sia... a 19 yrs oLd peRsoN waTcHin a 6 yrs old kids' show... oops... aHahaha:x
wakE up at 12+ 2day... my pLan of sLpiN tiLL Late afteRnooN faiLed... Haiz... woNder if JiaweN's pLan succeed not... heEz...
I CUT MY HAIR!!! haha;p after duNno how maNy days/wks/mths of tokiN abt it, I fiNally get my haiR cut... HeEz... cost me $30 but my mum paid 4 it so... muaHahaha:x
took 65 to mit Joyce deN we weNt town... reacHed aRd 730 n we weNt 2 find aRtini n MicheLle at aRt's workpLace... I tRied Auntie Anne Permasan Cheese prezteL 4 e 1st time... OISHII~ its nice... its superb... its... woRds cant describe... Haha... I'm exaggeratiN... but its nice... really...=) went to McCafe afteR aRt end woRk... I had a doubLe chocoLate ice-bLend n a tripLe deckeR saNdwich... not nice de... e driNk taste kiNda weird... too creamy I tiNk...:( Joyce had hot chocoLate as usuaL... forever de... ha...-_-"' n same saNdwicH as me... aRt had caRameL ice-bLeNd... we tok abt stuff n seRiousLy aRt may be suffeRiN fRom depRessioN... ha... but at least she wiLl feeL betta afteR tokiN abt it... hope so... take caRe k...
left aRd 1130 n we took e last tRain hm... tiRed... sLeepLy...

hoLs r... siaNz... oops;)

2004-10-15T05:56:00.000+08:00

siaNed... siaNed... siaNzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz haha:x how come oNe got so much 2 do wheN dEy r haviN exams but nthiNg 2 do wHen dEy r haviN hoLs???
wakE up at 12+ 2day... actuaLly wokE up mucH earLieR de but lai chuang (or is it chuan??? argh!!! aNytin... is bEd... HeEz) Mum savEd luNch 4 me but diN eat.. errr... no no... ate a pLate of leftovEr pEanut... those soft typE... quite nicE... heEz... but seRiousLy i tiNk dat aNytiN is nice as loNg as u r huNgRy... ha:P
coNtinuEd watchiN vcd dat i staRted Last Nite (oR tis moRniN...)... watcHiN My Date Wif A Vampire II... nice sHow... watcH 4 duNno how maNy times Liao... but stiLL nice... but kept fast-foRwaRdiN... heEz... Like Ma Xiao Ling... Haha:) supposEd 2 mit JoviNa at 615 in sch but oversLept my "afteRnooN nap" tiLL aRd 530... shit sia... after i get 2 noe jiawen, keep havin tis bad habit of being late... Haha;p Had a quick batH n weNt out... reacHed sch aRd 7...
weRe "foRced" to ruN 8 rouNds aRd e haLL by HuitiNg... actuaLLy JoviNa n me waNted 2 ruN rouNd e tRack de... coz its cooLeR... but HuitiNg said deRe is no diff betw haLL n tRack... so if we run tRack we oso have 2 ruN 8 rouNds... idiot sia... faiLed ur estimatioN aR??? no diff betw hall n tRack?!?!? deN sHe actuaLly askEd JustiN to keep a look oN us so dat we dun sLack... wat e... kaoz... in e eNd, we ran iN e haLL... Haiz... defeated by heR.. Haha-_-'"
e coach Left earLy so deRe wasnt reaLLy aNy trg... me n jo left earLy too... onLy beeN iN scH 4 aRd 1hr+... wastEd my bus faRe... but heEz heEz... I GOT CONCESSION!!! heEz;p reacHed hm aRd 830... watch SingapoRe idoL... Luv OLiNda, Maia, Daphne n SylvesteR... woNdeR wHo wiLL be out tis time... hope its Jerry or Christopher... Haiz... David out Le...:(
mit up wiF LeeKim aRd 1130 afteR heR woRk... deN mit JiaweN n OuyaNg aRd 12+... waNteD 2 eat nasi lemak at dwntwn east satay cLub de but it was cLosEd... siaNz... we weNt to 400+ n had Indian Rojak... not nice de... den we waLked back to dwntwn east... caNt decide oN a pLace to go... ha... coNcLusioN??? OuyaNg weNt hm, Leekim n JiaweN come hm wif me...
Chua Lee Kim is sLeepiN Like a PIG!!! Lazybonez... Haha... i noe y... my sofa is e BEST... ha:) OuyaNg~ Leekim is sleepin on my sofa... sofa oh... bu yao xian mu oh... muaHahahaha:x i noe sumtiN... jiawen dun like guys wif dimpLes... dimpLes is a minus minus 4 heR... aHahaha... dimpLes guys so cute... no taste ar heR... oops... waHahaha:x
553 liao... ltr i can sLeep all e way till afterNoon deN 1/2 e day goNe Liao... no need 2 tiNk wat I wan 2 do Liao... haha... goody man... heEz:)

2004-10-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

WakE up aRd 10am 2day... sLept 4 oNLy 6hrs... duN feEL tiRed... duNno y...
mit up wiF ChRistiNa at 130 at Bugis ctRL statioN... weNt to pai pai 1st deN weNt 4 maNgo icE... haha... hEaRD dat... JiaweN, zHeNzHu, RuiFaNg, LiLiNg, ivy... bu yao xiaN mu wo oH.... duN be jEaLous k... aHahaha:x tRiEd e mixEd fRuit ice tis timE... got maNgo, stRawbeRry, kiwi n maNgo icE-cReaM wiF Lotz of icE... oishii~ but e deN... I stilL pRefeR stRawbeRry ice... HeEz... LeaRnt sumtiN 2day... icE caN bE veRy veRy fiLLiN too... muaHahaha:
actuaLly waNtEd to watcH WimbLedoN but e earLiEst sHow is at 530... so wE took bus 960 to MaRiNa Sq hopiN to catcH aN eaRlieR sHow... but... e ciNeMa is uNdeR CONSTRUCTION!!! Kaoz... suay maN... Haha... dEn we waLked to SuNtec n deRe is not much diff in tHE moviE timE... finE... Ha...-_-"
iN tHe eNd... wE weNt kbox... ha:) wE weRe pRacticaLly pLayiN wiF e RemotE coNtRoL at 1st coz wE caNt find e seNsoR... wa Liao... feLt so sua ku... OMG~:x ha... saNg dao bu liao 2day... HeEz... Luv tis soNg...

ListeNin to Sun YaNzi soNgs now...

"... And like a fool who will never see the truth

I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much

And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough..."

"... Someone who see like a child

Give like a saint

Feel like an angel

Never mind the broken wings and

Speak like a picture

Cry like the rain

Shine like the star

As long as the fire remains..."

bLogGiE aga|n...

2004-10-13T01:38:00.000+08:00

haRLow aLL... LoNg timE nvR bLog Le... HeEz:)
ExaMs oveR Le!!! coupLe oF dayz ago Le... weLL... 4dayz to bE exact... hahA...
cHeck my maiLs 2day iN e aFteRnooN... nvR cHeck 4 aRd 2 mtHs Le... so maNy oF deM... cHeck tiLL I siao k... but I'M NOT A SIAO PERSON... muaHahaha;p DeN I weNt 85 4 dinneR wiF my FamiLy... atE aLotz 2day... bak chor mee... bbq chicken wings... fried oyster... sugarcane wif lemon n peanut tang yuan.... oishii desu ne!!! haha:) tiNk i'll put oN weigHt sooNeR oR LateR Le... sum moRe HoLs LeH... oopss.... HeEz;)
tmLz goiN out wiF ChRistiNa... no no.... is ltr... nvR seen heR 4 duNno how loNg Liao... miss e dayz wHeN sHe Livin juz opp e road fRom me (estimatEd)... now we r so faR aPaRt... moRe tHaN 10+ MRT stops aPaRt... haiz.... y tiNgs nVr stay e way dEy r?

"There's a reason why people don't stay where they are..."

Fatal Misunderstanding. ..

2004-09-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late.

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree. You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today.

I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant some greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother."

Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to rest on his chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets. Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I
surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat the flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mmm, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better." Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it." Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever I came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it.

Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it." There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast. In her view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest. As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and is exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional work for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and that resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again. One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me. I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it is, right?"

After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to
perform my duty as a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work.

That night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but
to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I couldn't. I threw down the bowl and rushed into the washroom and vomited everything out. Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes. I opened my mouth but no words came out of it, I really didn't mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs. For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do?

For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at the low point in my life. Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible, you should go and see a doctor." The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant. Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day? At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart.
I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me round in circles of joy.

What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test of one fight?

Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket. That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the
money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again.

The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby.
I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital." I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless.

I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral, hubby did not say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward
the bus stop, apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...

I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if...

In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather he
hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.

Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant. After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and
there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me, challenging me.

I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby
inside me.

That night, he did not come home, he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me:
Following mother's death so did our love for each other. He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been
touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished.

I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not. I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death.

One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it. In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while,
I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine. As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there.

After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pull e paper towards me. Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him.

"LD, you are pregnant?" Since mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes,but its ok, you can leave now."

He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me, I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scares in each other's heart.

For me, its unintentional; for him, totally intentional.

I had been waiting for this moment of reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated. Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys
for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him.

From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he
would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time; I cared for him and am concerned because there is love, but now, what is there between us?

Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing all the way till baby was born. Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to
reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing, but none of that matters to me anymore.

It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed
because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brown, throughout the journey to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and
hurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love me as much as he did?

He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in, his warm eyes caused me to managed a smile at him despite my contraction pain. Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son, and me, his eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor. I cried
out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his...

I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment.

Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when did he first discover he had cancer? Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his funeral."

I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hits me.

Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that...

The computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son: "Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you
throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddy now no longer has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion... Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have accompanied you through your life
journey. To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..."

From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:
My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby... My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me... These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging..."

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..."

He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and the sound of
the shutter rang thought the air as tears slowly rolled down my face...

The end...

Remember this, and keep it to your heart.
Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you...

Time waits for no one...

2004-08-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

To realize
The value of a sister:
Ask someoneWho doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newlyDivorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student whoHas failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a motherwho has given birth toA premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a personWho has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a personWho has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Let This Light Shine...

2004-07-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

What goes around comes around.. =)

He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her.

Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.

He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you.

He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson."

Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put
the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St.Louis and was only just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.

Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. The lady asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped. Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him.

This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, "And think of me."

He waited until she started her car and drove off. It
had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe.
She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps. The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. she had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan.

After the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill. The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred
dollar bill, but the old lady had slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back. The waitress wondered where the lady could be. Then She noticed something written on the napkin. There were tears in her eyes when she read
what the lady wrote: "You don't owe me anything. I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you.
If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: Do not let this chain of love end with you."

Under the napkin were four more $100 bills.

Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day. That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard.

She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low,
"Everything's gonna be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson."

There is an old saying "What goes around comes around."

2004-07-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

I'm disFiguReD!!! aLL tHaNks to my pENciL... aHaHaHa... but NVM... it wiLL heaL... aLL it neEd is tiMe... Ha~
Ytd weNt to tkd tRg aFteR my Jap Tut... was doiNg my basic wHeN JoviNa staRt teLLiNg mE how rEd my facE is. It FeLt kiNda Numb aNd I soRt of RuN to tHe toiLet to takE a Look. KaoZ... i rEaLLy got a scaRe Lor... mY FacE is swoLleN aNd FeLt LumPy... aNd RashEs staRt appEaRiNg oN my aRms. GY~ DunNo is it bEcoZ oF wat I atE or bEcoz of tHe paddiNg... stuPid LeH... HeaRd From RoNg2 dat tHe paddiNg is damN diRty witH aLL tHe swEat aNd it is Not dRiEd pRopeRLy aNd haVeN bEeN cLeaNed FoR yEaRs... Idiot sia... ppLe, pLs cLeaN tHe paddiNg... aHahaha... HeEz...:)
LeFt tRg 1/2 way aNd weNt to see tHe doc... sHe ask mE iF I waNt a jaB aNd I say okiE... deN sHe ask wHicH HaNd aNd i say aNytiN coz it makE no diff... Ha~ In tHe eNd I Had a jab oN my LeFt aRm, 1 typE oF tabLet aNd... MC!!! WaHaHaHaZ... but I stiLL weNt to scH 2day... HeEz~ gUai hoR.. *pukE* MuaHaHaHa~
WeNt to Bugis juz now witH LiLiNg, JiawEn, zHeNzHu, RuiFaNg n IreNe. FiNaLLy bRougHt tHe wEddiNg giFt FoR ChRistiNa... Its 2 wHite bEaRs caRryiNg tHeiR NamE sEatEd iN 2 baskEt witH 2 hEaRts... SweEt~ aHahaha... WeNt to Mos BuRgEr FoR dinNeR... Had teRiYaki cHickEN buRgEr, FriEs aNd icE pEacH Tea... Not bad La!?!?!? tHou tHe pEacH tEa tastE weiRd... HeEz...
vEry veRy sLpy Now...

I've LeaRnEd...

2004-07-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

I've learned....
That when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned....
That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day.

I've learned....
That being kind is more important than being right.

I've learned....
That you should never say "no" to a gift from a child.

I've learned....
That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned....
That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I've learned....
That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned....
That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned....
That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned....
That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned...
That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned....
That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can?

I've learned....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I've learned....
That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

I've learned....
That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned....
That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned....
That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned....
That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned....
That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned....
That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned....
That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned....
That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned....
That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.

I've learned....
That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned ...
That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation.

I've learned....
That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

NoticEboaRd is doNe!!!

2004-07-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

aHa~ FiNisH tHe tkd NoticEboaRd Liao... yEa maN!!! eRmMmm... tiNk stiLL LeFt aBt 10% La... but wHo caRes... waHahaha;) FeLt a seNsE of acHievEmeNt... HeEz:) TiNk it LooK NicE... coZ I do 1 maH... Ha~
aLmost Lost my tEmpeR todaY... HaiZ... dunNo y suddEnLy FeLt so fEd uP, piss oFF, irRitatEd aNd tiRed witH tkd... Its HaRd to dEscRibE wat I'm tiNkiNg aNd wat I'm FeeLiNg... MaybE I oso coNfusEd baH... sorRy MicH iF I did Lost mY tEmpeR... HeEz:)
DiN go FoR tkd tRg toDay... did tHe noticEboaRd stuFF iNstEad... deN wEnt to sPort haLL witH MicH aRd 8+ 9pM to pass Tay sumtiN... Dey weRe tRg FoR spaRriNg aNd kiNd of rEgRet dat I nvR joiN dEm... Haha... coNtRadictiNg HoR... HeEz~
WeNt to dinNeR aNd/oR supPeR witH MicH... atE chEesE pRata aNd miLo diNosauR... NicEy~ eR... maybE not tHe miLo diNosauR tHou... duN LikE miLo... Hahaha:) but I Luv cHeEse... oyisHi~ aHahaha
Happy dat tHe NoticEboaRd is 90% doNe... veRy happy dat tHe NoticeboaRd is aLmost doNe... VeRy VeRy HAPPY dat tHe NoticEboaRd is doNe... MuaHahaha~~

wiLL deRe aLways bE a RaiNbow aFteR tHe RaiN???

2004-07-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

BLoggEr aRe haRd to maiNtaiN... rEaLLy... Ha~
My LegaL aspEct tEacHeR is LamE... but cutE... Haha:) DuRiNg Tut, hE said dat botH supeRmaN aNd batmaN aRe stuPid FoR wEaRiNg tHeiR uNdeRwEaR outsidE, deN hE ask wHo is moRe stuPid... I actuaLLy beLiEved dat it ReaLLy had sumtiN to do witH tHe Law... but tHe aNs is supeRmaN simpLy bEcoz batmaN coVeRed His FacE wHiLE supeRmaN duN... aRgH~ How toot caN i bE??? MuaHahaha;)oNe moRe tHiNg... hE ask us wat is a RembRaNdt paiNtiNg aNd nonE of us had any idEa and all hE say is "a RembRaNdt paiNtiNg is a paiNtinG paiNt by RembRaNdt"... KaoZ... LameR Lor... but isNt hE cutE? Oops... aHahaha~
Juz fiNisH doiNg tHe iNvitatioN caRds FoR ChRistiNa but y duN I feeL happy oR reLiEf dat i had at Last gEt iT doNe witH??? sHe caLLed juZ now aNd 'jokEs' dat I had a customeR coMpLaiNt... HeR muM said it duN Look LikE a wEddiNg caRd, deRe shLd bE 2 hEaRts iNstEad of 1, tHe rEstauRaNt NamE was Not iNcLudEd, bLaH bLaH bLaH...
I HatE tHe feeLiNg of beiNg takEn For gRaNteD... beiNg madE usEd... but aM I??? WiLL deRe aLways bE a RaiNbow aFteR tHe RaiN??? I feeLiNg moRe aNd moRe......

2004-06-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

aRgH~ 2 days nvR bLog Liao... How to remEmbeR eveRytiNg dat havE hapPeNed??? OnLy Rui FaNg aRe abLe to do dat... aHahaha:) eRmMm... I HaveN woRk oN tHe noticEboaRd, haVeN doNe mY Tut, haVeN buY pEn aNd fooLscap... *siao Liao La*... mUaHahaha~~~
Eh... I weNt to Eat KFC PopcoRn cHicKeN mEaL oN Sat aFteR woRk witH MicHeLLe:) NicEy~ StuPid FisH... HeaRd dat??? sEe dat??? I atE PopcoRn cHickEn mEaL!!! aHahaha...:P sLePt RitE aFteR I batHe dat NitE... so tiRed~ HaiZ...

IdioT La~ ToDay tHe 3rd daY Le... SupPosEd to poSt yTd buT wEnt to sLp agaiN... veRy tHe pIg LeH... aHahaha;) But I buY pEn aNd fooLscap Liao... HeEz
Took 8.10am bus tis moRniNg aNd rEacHed scH aRd 8.25am. Sooo eaRLy... Not mucH ppLe aRe aRd... Wait FoR Rui FaNg at tHe bRidgE... ouR usuaL pLace... HeEz:)
HatE tHe CAS tEacHeR toDay!:( Ask us to rEad tHe casE stuDy iN Tut aNd exPect ppLe to voLuNtEeR... RefusEd to go oN witH tHe Tut wHeN wE juz kEpt quiEt... Kaoz~ caNt sHe rEad heRseLf??? DeN sHe cut mE off wHeN I rEadiNg my aNs somEmoRe... irRitaNt LeH... DuN sHe noE a woRd caLLed poLitE??? I voLuNtEeRed LeH!!! DuN Let mE say fiNisH deN mitE as weLL teLL us tHE aNs heRseLf La... eveN iF my aNs wRoNg aLso caN Let mE fiNisHed oNe maH... soMemoRe its rigHt k... MCQ La... Ha~
atE aLot toDay~~~ Had sauSagE muffiN at Mac FoR bReakFast, cHeF saLad aNd stRawbErRy twist at JupiteR caFe FoR LuNcH, cHickEn cHop aNd RibeNa at desigN scH foR diNneR.... YumMy~ OyisHi~ Its nicE k... woNdeRed wHat I wiLL eat LateR... MuaHahaha:)
ErMmm... 7pm Liao... HavE to go FoR tkd tRg Le... *siaNz* byE~

2004-06-26T02:14:00.000+08:00

HEY Hey hEy!!! HapPiE biRtHdaiE Ou YaNg YaNg/ Ou dE YaNg/ Xiao diNg daNg... HahaHa~ You stiLL owE mE 18 puNchEs hoR!!! HeEz~
WakE uP LatE toDay... agaiN! HaiZ... RusH aRd paCkiNg my bag aNd mixiNg tHe stuFF to sabo Ou YaNg bEfoRe goiNg to scH. Had egg, miLk, viNegaR, LigHt soy saucE, daRk soy saucE aNd ma yOu mixEd iN tHe sabo tHiNgy... oooHhhh~ Pity ou YaNg... MuaHahaha:) ^SaboiNg is fuN aNd excitiNg^ HahaHa...
Eh... nvR gEt to sabo HIM iN tHe eNd... siaNz~~~ Had to LeavE foR tkd meEtiNg bEfoRe tHe "saboiNg sEssioN" staRt... irRitaNts... Haha:x WeNt to JuPiteR cafE foR tHe meEtiNg... was tokiNg boUt tkd stuFF aNd cRappiNg aRd uNtiL tHe "MaiN" peRsoN--EdmuNd fiNaLLy appEaReD at 3+... DiscUssEd witH hiM abt coMmitteE pRobLeMs but duN rEaLLy noE how hE gEt to noE abt ouR stuFF siNcE hE haRdLy camE foR tRg... Was askEd foR mY coMmEnts abt whEtHeR shLd puLL NicK dowN fRoM caPtaiN aNd out oF tHe com but I duNno wat to say. I duN rEaLLy caRe iF dat peRsoN is oR is Not doiNg his woRk as LoNg as i noE i'm doiNg miNe...
DiN joiN FakE aNgeL, ReaL p|g, stuPid FisH, Rui FaNg, Ivy, IreNe aNd Ou dE YaNg foR dinNeR... WeNt to mit JoycE at 7.30pm aNd sHop aRd wHiLe waitiNg foR MicHeLLe. MaNgo was haViNg saLe aNd it was damN cRowdEd aNd mEssy. SiNgapoReaNs aR... Hahaha;) JoycE bougHt a skiRt aNd it Look NicE oN heR... ActUaLLy waNtEd to buy a FILA sHiRt but iN tHe eNd JoycE toK mE out oF it... Mit MicH aRd 8+ 9 aNd haD ouR dinNeR at Yi Pao eR HoNg... My icE-bLeNdEd oReo deLigHt is NicE~ nicEst out oF tHe 3 dRiNks... aHahaha^_^
CompaNiEd MicH to wait foR heR bus deN mE aNd JoycE wEnt to TM Mac. StayEd deRe foR aN houR++... ReacHed homE at 12+ toDay... YipeE!!! SeEm LikE a LoNg timE siNcE i Last stayEd out Late... HeEz~
WoRkiNg tmLz... woNdeRed iF aNyoNe miss mE not... Ha~~~

2004-06-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

SupPosEd to wakE up at 7am toDay to do mY tkd sTuff but weNt baCk to sLeEp tiLL 9+... TiRed~ sLeEpy~ shLdnt haVe stay uP LatE Last nitE... Hahaha;)
ReacHed scH aRd 10.50am aNd weNt to BaSics oF Entp tut wiF Rui FaNg. ThE tEacHeR woNt bE takiNg atteNdEncE... NicE~ HeEz... WasNt rEaLLy payiNg attEntioN aNd diN rEaLisE dat i was caLLed to sHaRe my idEa wiF tHe cLass... so paisEy... ArGh!!! But nvm la... Ha~
Got a 4hrs brEak toDay... shLd bE woRkiNg oN tHe noticEboaRd but iN tHE eNd weNt to tHe Lab to "xpLoRe" tis bLoggEr...:x EveRyoNe is discussiNg abt tHe tutoRiaLs aNd I HavEn staRt doiNg yEt... HaiZ... ppLe, wait foR mE!!! Haha...
GradiNg comiNg sooN so havE to go foR tRg eVeN iF I duN feEL LikE it. TiNk dat iDiot 'Mr WeE' camE toDay... Dat GL kia, irRitaNt, pEst... HatE him big timE!!! ArgH!!! BrowN bELt Liao bu qi aR? aNgRy~ irRitatEd~ aNnoyEd~

My 1st bLog... HeEz:)

2004-06-24T04:55:00.000+08:00

Ha~ FiNaLLy I sEt up my bLog... Yay!!! Hahaha... Got so teMptEd to sEt up 1 but dunNo whEtHeR tis wiLL Last not... HeEz
HTML is daMn diFFicuLt:|!!! SpEnt dunNo how LoNg juz to gEt my pRofiLe doNe n it isNt coMpLetEd yEt... kaoz... 4++ iN tHe moRniNg Le aNd so maNy tHiNgs aRe not doNe... neEd my sLeEp... Haiz... Haha
StaRteD my CDS (Jap) toDay, oR shLd i say ytd??? Haha~ dunNo aNyboDy iN my cLass... siaNz... ppLe eitHeR fRom biz yR 2 oR fRom A&F yR 3... I'm aLoNe... Jap seEm iNterEstiNg but y is deRe sooo maNy tEsts??? wRitiNg tEst... ListEniNg tEst... watEveR... if oNLy... if onLy deRe is no tEst, dEn HeEheE... muaHahaha
FakE aNgeL no LessoN tmLz (toDay???), Cowy n ReaL p|g onLy 1hr tut... idiOt Leh~ oops... Haha... DeN mE n Rui FaNg havE a dtuPid 4hrs bReak... wat tHe...